Dearest Darlings,
You ever feel like you don't want to do anything but at the same time also want to do everything. Of course you have. I have seen the many posts on social media too so it must be common thing among my fellow humans. Anyway let's move on to my oh so melancholic thoughts. Actually no! I don't want to. I want to wallow in self pity and misery. The previous sentences sound like the start of some YA novel. That is unintentional or maybe it isn't. I am not writing a story so who cares what I say or do. Back to the topic of today's ramble. I get really down by other people's talents and achievements. Not the down where you hope they hadn't done the stuff they did but the one where you are so happy for them but also want to do something like they did. I know that the person who wants to fulfil their dream will do anything to achieve it. But I lack motivation or more precisely, I lose motivation and then I give up. It can be seen here that I also lack self esteem even though I am one of those lucky people who get to do what they want while others envy them for their independence. I am also a very ungrateful human as can be seen. I just wanted to vent my woes. Well thank you for skimming through these oh so wonderful thoughts. Until my next complaint, Adios!
Yours respectfully,
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Daily Thoughts, Complaints, Rambles and Musings
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