Freinds Forever [On Pause]

sebastian

Marley just left the park, i ran around for a little longer jumping on and off the slide i practise flips and jumps and everything i could think of but quickly get tired. I sit on the curb and kick some rocks around not short after i see marley run around the corner tears streaming down her face. “Seb” she says very weakly. I jump up and before i can do anything she traps me in a hug. My mind races to everything and anything that could be wrong. Ninjas attacked the house? A tv character came out of the tv and eat her cat?  “Marley whats wrong” she hugs me tighter. “seb I'm moving” she is crying into my shoulder so it's kind of heard to hear her. “What” i say pushing her up. Her tears start to look like a waterfall “my mom got a job and now we have to move seb I can't go I can't lose you.” i don't know what to say what to do. All i could think of to say is something reassuring maybe get her to stop crying “it's ok when do you leave” i hope she doest say soon cause my birthday is in a few weeks. "in a few days seb I don't want to" he pulls me back into a hug god I'm gonna miss these she feels so warm and smells so good. A big fancy car pulls into the lot of the playground i immediately recognize it as my dad. 

Even tho we dont have the money he buys himself “gifts”. When ever he gets a gift for himself i don't eat. I jump back so fast i think i have some whiplash. "I have to leave it's my dad. He'll be mad if I don't go" soon after I leave i can see her start to walk home. I turn to my dad. “Who was that and stop crying before i give you a real reason to cry” i'm scared i don't know what to say. “ANSWER ME” he yells slamming the back of my seat hard. “It was marley we go to school together shes moving and she wanted to say bye” he starts to speed up the car, “don’t lie to me boy” his eyes are glued to the road he is weaving in and out of the cars. “I'm not” i say voice cracking. He starts to slow down when we reach the house. He opens the car door tells me to get out and to make him dinner. I jump out and open the door to my house to see beer cans and other shit.

Time jump.
It's been years since marley left my dad won 100,000 on a lottery ticket and invested it he gained almost 100 times that. For me that means he might be to busy dealing with girls or sports cars to care what i do, better yet he didn’t have time to hit me. We spent a year in paris where he met my new mom she is a lawer. They have and open relation ship so pretty much they can cheat on each other but the other is aware. It's wired in my opininion but who am i to judge, i'm a closeted gay well closeted from my dad everyone else knows.

Next week I'm starting at dalton. It suppose to be awesome and it's a boarding school so I won't have to see my dad every day.  Big pro. 

Next chapter coming soon