Freinds Forever [On Pause]

Marley

Marley
We have to take the car to lima cause we cant afford a plane. On the way my mom yells at my like there is no tomorrow “if you don’t shape up were sending you to a boarding school” i turn to her i give her a look of grossness. The only thing i hate more than moving is boarding schools, my mom made me take a tour of one and some girl didn’t like the way i dressed so she pushed me down the stairs.

“no mom ill do anything” she looks at me “if you get in any type of trouble you will be sent to boarding school” I look down  it feels surreal guess i'm just gonna have to re reinvent myself. When i get the chance i text christan telling him everything that my mom said and i tell him that i have to cut some ties, i also ask him for pats number

Marley: patrick

Patrick: who is this

Marley: It's marley

Patrick: look if you want to fight i don't. Look i'm sorry for making fun of your mom she is really sweet

Marley: No patrick i don’t want to hurt you.

Patrick: then why did you text me

Marley: i'm moving to lima ohia and I want to say that i'm sorry. I was just mad there was a lot of stuff that I did in my last school and i want you to make a group chat with everyone that i ever hurt if  it's even possible and screen shot this and send it. But i swear if you send it to anyone else I will kill you an them.

Patrick: marley you really want my to send this to people.

Marley: Yeah

Patrick has screen shotted this conversation.

I put the phone on my lap and let out a breath that i didn’t realize i was holding. My life there is ruined no going back. my phone starts to vibrate. I look at it christan is calling. Damit. I text him telling him to not call me i tell him i'm turning over a new leaf  and he’ll just get in the way. I block him, i'm upset because i really do like him like really like him. Yeah he was ruff but i was just as ruff he was the only one that new what it felt like his mom has cancer and use to work her as the janitor they use to make fun of her cause she was losing her hair and now she was fully bald. That how we bonded we both only had moms and we both had people making fun of them, we use to be sweet but after a while we made a pack to not let anyone talk about us or our mothers. I looked at my phone i had ten miss calls from a blocked number i felt terrible but i had to no way was i going to a boarding school. After that i slept the rest of the way there.

When we pulled up the house was nice about the same size as the last one. My room was big but bland the walls where white definitely had to repaint it  my old room was black but if i have to keep up the appearance; i have to color it pink or something,God I hate the color pink will definitely have to paint it like blue other than the color the room is nice. I head out to the truck to grab some of my things. When i'm mostly settled i go ask my mom for take out. During dinner we talk about the school “they have clubs you can occupy yourself with” she flips through a pan flip. “Theres a glee club”  i roll my eyes i mean i'm a good singer but glee club singer no way glee club kids always get picked on. Wait thats it if i have to change my look for the rest of my school life mine as well get used to being bullied this is probably not going to be a forever thing. With the facade i would have to put up with the worst get that out of the way. I can’t sleep it's like 12 at night i'm sitting on my phone. I check instagram i look at the glee clubs instagram

I see a picture of blain and kurt two of the glee club kids. I turn off my phone i can see that santana is going to be a favorite of mine. Normally i would comment something mean but I just can’t, the couple look happy. The rest of the glee club look happy there pages are filled with happy things as far as i can tell there are 13 members so far, archie, rachel, finn, blaine, kurt, quinn, puck, mercedes, tina, sam, mike,  Britny, and santtana. I think that l have to get close to blaine he seams sweet. He could help me turn over a new leaf. I also think that most of them are leaving for collages. I sit in bed i think of what christan is doing for some reason my mind wonders to sebastian. Even though we haven’t talked in a while my mind keeps coming back to him i decided to text him

Marley: sebastian?

Sebastian: Marlrey? It's like 2 in the morning why are you texting me now

Marley: i don't know i was thinking about you.

Sebastian: i was thinking of you to it's weird what are you wearing

Marley: woh way to fast lover boy

Sebastian: not what i meant

Marley: what did you mean

Sebastian: you do know i'm gay

Marley: since when

Sebastion: i don’t know remember  spin the bottle third grade

Marley: yeah we snuck into ryans older brothers party when your mom first got sick

Sebastian: well when i went i had to kiss ryan and i acted like i hated it but i didn’t i really like it

Marley: wait after that you and ryan where really close

Sebastian: he was my first boyfreind he was closeted so we had to keep it a secret

Marley:keep going

Sedation: well after my dad hit big i was about to move and he kissed me in the cafeteria infront of everyone

Marley: omg thats awesome

Sebastian: after that i was pretty open about

Marley: does your dad know

Sebastian: do you even know me of course he doesn’t know

Marley: will you tell him

Sebastian: yeah on his death bead

Marley: hahaha

Sebastian: i'm serious

Marley: i know thats why it's so funny.

Sebastian: I have to go marley my dads wife is back from a fling with a guy

Marley: that sucks bye

Sebastian: talk tomorrow

Marley: tomorrows monday when would we talk

Sebastian: after school

Marley: omg i'm so stupid

After i talked with sebastian i can finally rest my eyes start to feel heavy i fall asleep, but it doesn’t last. I wake up to creaks outside my door. I'm not stupid so i don’t investagate i sit on my phone and scroll throw sebastions instagram. He wasn’t lying ryan and him were close. The next thing i know the sun is creeping through the window i check the time it's 6am i have to wake up in an hour. I get up and take a shower get ready for the day, i warm up my voice try outs after school and if i want to keep my mom off my back i need make the glee club.