𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬

🤍 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘩𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘪 🤍

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the day the world witnessed the birth of an angel. i still can not fathom the fact you're here, and i'm growing up in the same world you are. you're so ethereal, yet you're so raw and honest with everything you've gone through and what you've done. you're the closest thing to perfection there is, and yet within your imperfections, you're still beautiful.

i wish i knew how to paint, and maybe one day i'll be able to bring a brush full of colours on an empty & blank canvas and try to portray all my emotions through art. a visual art that would be able to encapsulate every emotion, every erratic heartbeat, every tear i've shed, since i've found you. a lot of people say they have found BTS in a time where they were at their lowest. i can voice the fact that this is true.

you, with your raw energy, your duality, you struck out to me the most because of the many similarities we have.

often i fantasise about sharing an apartment with you, watching your agile and nimble fingers slice through the air as you create masterpiece after masterpiece in your studio. hearing you sigh if you've had enough, or kicking back in your chair to listen to what you've created. wanting to cuddle in bed with you and read a book together, my fingers trailing over the smooth and milky complexion of your skin.

you gave me a reason to love myself, and yet i'm still very far from my goal, at least it was better than 2 years ago, hopefully. but i'm happy now that you're by my side.

i love you a lot. i hope you're happy and you remain happy for the longest time in your life because you truly deserve it the most. eat anything you want! inhale it! live your life! i love seeing you do things that make me happy. one day i'll see you in person and my heart will be very full. i hope it comes soon.

happy birthday. 🤍🤍🤍