Wonderland

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Tw- Violence, bad self-image, breakout of emotions

||POV Jeongguk

Tired, tired, tired. Opening my eyes I found myself in my room, my head hurts.

"He has slammed Jeongguk's head against one of the expensive glass decorations?!"

"You hurt him ONE MORE TIME AND I'LL FILE A DIVORCE"

My room... Why is it so clean... of course, I remember everything that happened.

I keep opening and closing my eyes. Seems like I'm blinking but time goes faster and faster; from minutes to hours, from hours to days.

I've missed two days of school, not that good, is it? But I can't miss more, I'm already behind in art enough.

Looking at the time it's 10am, my first class starts in at twelve, I'll still make it.

Whys my room so empty..? Where are all my drawings...?

The door opens, revealing my mother with a tray, food.

-" Mother, Good Morning"

"Morning Ggukie"

I gave her a warm smile, which she obviously gave back and left the tray on the side table.

-" Mother, where are all my drawings?"

I asked focusing on her.

"Your father wanted all your art related things thrown away.."

She sighed, I sat against the edge of my bed.

-"that's so-"

"Don't worry, me and Hyeri made sure to keep everything safe, you'll get them soon"

And again my smile came back, I don't know how many times I've thanked my mother after that, but surely more than a hundred.

-"Mother?"

"Yes darling?"

-" You'd be honest with me right?"

"Absolutely, what's troubling you?"

-" Have I done anything wrong? Is what I wish for and want so wrong? Is having fun with my friends.. so wrong?"

"Absolutely not" - She sighed and smiled - " Let me just tell you, nothing you did, nothing you want or wish for is wrong. You aren't forced to live the lifestyle your father wishes for you. But the way he deals with his anger is what is extremely wrong" - I hesitantly nodded and she gave a small smile -" Now come here, you need to eat"

After feeding me like I was a baby, I mean, every time I refuse to she goes: " Hyeri and JungHo let me baby them! So why not you?!" In a whole upset mood, mostly I cannot say no to her so... Yeah.

-" Wanna go to school now mom"

"What?! No, rest"

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