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Currently
I'm in a state
that i never thought would cage me,
it's a feeling of loneliness, triviality and a loss of sanctity.
I don't know why
but I feel I can't see you ever,
my words have freezed and my heart has shattered.
Earlier we had captured
the beautiful glimpses of moon and rain,
never ever I thought the time will snatch it away.

Sitting in my room
i'm crying out my pain,
and all of my fears
that I can't contain;
of losing you and bruising me,
can't help because it might be our destiny.
Though I'm brave,
but your absence is grave.
It's not like I won't be able to survive without you,
but it will be impossible for me to give that place to someone new.

Deep thoughts are rumbling,
indicating me to continue ahead,
but my soul keeps stumbling,
even if my body is ready for it.
Gradually I'm putting a step ahead,
but those screaming memories
are never letting me give my best.
Is fate bound to separate us?
Oh I'm sorry,
We were never really 'us'
just sunk in emotions
causing deep and permanent cuts.

Love is painful
I heard when I hadn't fell for you,
It is so absured
I realised when i lost you.
Even though my mind was alive,
but my candle was blown off by you.
Ignorance could be a reason,
but at least tell me, when the hell did i do this to you.

You are my world,
you are my destiny,
you are my everything,
Sounds so wealthy.
I'm no one,
I'm the sun,
at that place,
that needs to stay frosty.

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

-Moonchild 💜


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