Whatever - Cryle

Suddenly, My Mind is Open

Chapter 1
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Craig POV

"Watch where you're going next time." I said, looking up at Kyle. "Fuck, sorry!" He quickly said and covered his face with his hands. "Whatever, it's fine." I said as he reached out a hand to help me up. "Thanks." I took his hand "Yeah, no problem!" He smiled. God his smile, it lights up every room- what the fuck am I saying? he's not even my friend. The school bell rang and we awkwardly shuffled to class. To be honest, I did look at his ass as he walked in front of me, in my defense his ass is fucking amazing.

I wasn't paying attention in class because I was staring at Kyle instead, I just love the way he pays attention in class, it's kinda cute actually. He looked at me and I quickly looked away, blushing from embarrassment. The rest of class I kept glancing at Kyle and then back at my paper, until the bell rang.

I decided to just walk home instead of taking the bus, to clear my mind, it was a nice fall day, so why not? I put in my earbuds and started listening to the playlist that I made a few years ago.

I walked by a couple houses, until I got to mine. I walked in the door and quickly to my room, I didn't really want to see my family, I just wanted to be alone. I took out my diary from my underwear drawer. I got a random standard pencil and started writing...

Dear fucking diary,
I think I might like guys? I mean I like girls too, don't get me wrong, but guys are nice as well. There's this one guy, his name is Kyle and he- well let's just say he's fucking amazing. I like- no, I love the way he tries to hide his curly red hair in his hat and when he gets embarrassed he pulls his hat in front of his face to hide his blush, but I think it's cute. Anyway, I don't know, maybe it's just a phase or something. I don't think my parents would be very accepting if I did like boys like that.

When I was done writing, I put my diary back in the drawer.

bitch okay so bad dont judge me                                                                                                 .