His Fiesty Girl

☆Chapter 16☆Her Messed Up Feelings☆

"Are you kidding me!!! Bloody stupid!!" I threw my bag on the bed and gritted. I threw myself on bed as well.

I was angry coz i didnt know what was happening to me..i could've punched him..i could have kicked him but i didnt.I just couldn't.The thing i can get is why..why i didnt do it.If it was another boy he wouldnt even have lived after touching me let alone kissing me i definitely would have sued him.

But neil,there is something definitely with him that pulls me toward him like a magnet when i shouldnt.I shouldnt feel anythinh toward anyone except my family then why am i feeling like this toward him.Why do i feel bad when i see that hurt look in his eyes.Why do i care about if i had hit him too hard.

And the biggest question is why the fuck do i feel like i need him in my life when i never needed anyone ever.I've always tried to win in any argument or fight be it in school be it in college be it business.

Then why dont i feel like winning this time too.What the fuck is different with him.He is nothing but a business partner yet he feels like he is something close.And the biggest question of all why didnt i pushed him away when he kissed me so many times.

And why the fuck i liked when he kissed me when i should be hating him for stealing my first kiss.

Why did him being close to me affected me.Why did i felt my heart beating faster when he said he love me or whenever he tell about his feelings but they cant be true..he must be lying like all those guys who do that to get girls.Then why do i feel like he is not those guys he something special.

Ahh this is why i hate emotions..they fuck the person up..gosh why the hell this neil had to do it..

"Avii?" I heard my twin calling me softly and that was when i came out of the trance.

" Come in,Ann." I said. She came in and smiled at me. I sighed.

" Coffee?" She asked.

" Thank you." I said taking the coffee from her.

" How was your day?" She asked me.

" Not so good. How was yours?" I asked her sipping the coffee she made.Its her coffee only that can calm me down only in few seconds.

" Was tiring of course. But what  happened to you?" She asked me.

" Nothing just a stupid pissed me off like hell." I said angrily remembering that fucking jerk.

" Which stupid dared to piss you off, Avi? Doesn't he or she love his bones?" She asked innocently and I laughed looking at her. She looked at me confusedly.

" Stupid is stronger than me so I thought I better use my intelligent brain rather than wasting my power." I said ruffling her hair.

" Oh, then it's ok." She said.

" Yeah." I said.

" I thought you gave up." She said sipping her coffee.

" What!!! No, that's not going to happen. I never give up, you know that." I said.

" Hmm, I know that. But sometimes you need to just not to make the situation more messed." She said.This is one thing i can never get i mean she is so innocent yet she can understand things better then me.Maybe ite dad's personality she get so thats why.