DRUNK ✔️

🍂 eight

i went to so many
parties, in the hopes
that i would see you at
at least one of them.
but you weren't at any
of them, which was kinda
strange, seeing as you
were at pretty much every
party that was thrown by
people at our school. but
now, it was graduation,
and there was no way you
would miss this party. so
i dressed as best as i could
in order to get your
attention. there was no
way in hell that you could
just forget about me; i
wouldn't let it happen. i
don't remember much of
what happened, but i do
remember that i threw
myself at you. i was so
desperate to have you
back that i got myself
drunk and as soon as i
found you, i tried to have
sex with you. you must
have thought i was
pathetic. the chan i knew
would take advantage of
a pathetic slut like me.
but you didn't, you pushed
me away and left. why
weren't you drunk?