Drowning

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Drowning

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I got in too deep and now I'm drowning

Flailing my arms around aimlessly

Knowing that no one can rescue me

There's no one to rescue me! 

No person or thing can save me now

No one

But me

Ha! As if I could save myself

Foolish me!

I have chosen not to be saved

I turn my head left and right 

Craning my neck

Searching 

For anything to grab onto 

But all I see is you

All around, making my eyes sting

I open up my mouth to scream

Hoping in vain that someone would hear me

But as my mouth opens you flood in

Blocking my attempt at safety

At living in peace

Living, without you

But I can't bring myself to care

To blame you

As usual, I blame myself

I close my eyes in defeated victory

Resigned joy

Painful contentment

As I slip deeper into you

For I am completely defenseless

Why?

Because you own my heart

Shattered it to pieces

Softly yanking me into you

Causing me to slip

And left me alone

Drowning

Copyright 2012 Rachel Cooke

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