The begining:Jan

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"chéri tu as fini avec ton emballage" my mom shouted from the room next door .

"Not yet " I screamed as I scurried over to my luggages to make sure I have everything important to survive a whole year away from home . Looking at the time it was 2:30 and the driver was meant to pick me up by 3:15 .

I went over to my bedroom closet mirror to have a last minute check of how I look ,to my horror there was a discolouration in the red satin dress I was wearing . I had no back up so I went to my moms room and borrowed her tie waist blue denim dress with some combat boots  .To finish the look ,I wore some hoop earrings of my initials and a couple of rings ,watch and my favourite feather necklace.

there's a reason why it's my favourite necklace as it has always brought me good luck and it has multiple meanings .Such as flight and freedom since it has a connection to birds,sense of hope and peace and my favourite one is when feathers appear Angels are near.
Spiritually it's quite beautiful and inspiring as it feels like whatever you do or times when you feel like all hope is lost it's quite nice to have a reminder of a guardian angel watching over you and reminding you everything is going to be okay.

Spiritually it's quite beautiful and inspiring as it feels like whatever you do or times when you feel like all hope is lost it's quite nice to have a reminder of a guardian angel watching over you and reminding you everything is going to be okay

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By the time I was ready it was 2:55 . I grabbed two of my suitcases and my handbag and headed my way down the stairs ,with struggle I tripped over my foot and midway my suitcases went spiralling down the steps ,luckily it was one of those hard shell suitcases so it was pretty much secured . The horror on my mums face as she ran from the kitchen holding a spatula and what seems like a packed lunch in a plastic brown bag was enough to get me to stop wasting time. I hurriedly grabbed the bag out of her hand and give her a kiss on her cheeks while escaping her wrath I took one of the mini umbrellas from the coat rack , without further delay I took the falling luggages and ran to were the black Mercedes Benz was parked ,a bit far from the front garden so it was quite an exercise. My moms driver came out to give a hand in taking the luggages to the car .He was someone I was familiar with. My mom looked like she was on verge of tears which is understandable considering how long I'm leaving her for the first time ever in my life. I think she was even in dismay as my dad couldn't see me off as he's at work dealing with some difficult decisions for his new project which I won't get into .I honestly don't mind it as much ,considering how much of a daddy's girl I am. Also I am used to dad not being in the scene for certain events in my life ,but he's one of the most supporting ,hardworking and loving person I've ever met except when he's in a foul mood. He becomes someone totally different imagine pickachu being cute and smiley then boom something ticks him off and when he gets mad he electrifies everything in his way.

As the car revved up I looked back to see mum smiling and waving at the rear window . As we get on the highway to my new place I took out my phone and headphones to listen to a song ,as I was doing so I felt eyes watching my every move so I looked up and saw Jun moms driver staring at me . He cracked a little chuckle "did I scare you " he asked trying to catch my gaze . I rolled my eyes "scare me? ,no .... but I don't like being stared at" I snapped.He nodded averting his gaze back to the road . I could feel the atmosphere tense up and I could sense what remark he was going to say next "okay Val, cut the bullshit we are not strangers and you know it " ,"of course I know !,We had a fling last summer but it's over after I found out he had a fiancé named Mayumi back in Japan .What does he take me for , a fool?" ,he looked back for a sec to see my expression for his response but was greeted with a poker face .Taking a deep sigh I retort back saying " Jun what was between us is now nothing ,you and I both know the truth so stop" after some time of him looking out the car window he spoke "you know Mayumi and I ended and I told you everything that happened ,what both you and I have was more than what u are talking about and I expressed my feelings to you multiple times but you keep refusing my heart" as he said this we came to a stop at a red light, the gps I didn't know that was in use spoke saying " turn left around the roundabout and you will reach your destination straight ahead in 45 minutes ".

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