Am I scared?.... of course I am.
A love like this doesn't do anything but make you want to hold on tighter.
And I don't know if this will push you away or bring you closer to me.
"Cut! Jungkook you need to show some emotions!" The Director shouted "From the top and now...Jungkook I want you to stare at her like she's your girlfriend." I held her hand and stare at her.
"Now lean in and kiss." I leaned in and kissed her.
"Cut! Jungkook you need to look at her as if your in love, kiss her like you and Y/n" I looked down when i remembered her.
I nodded and stood on my position.
"Action!" I looked at her as if i was seeing Y/n. One of my hand was on her cheek while the other was holding her hand.
"And kiss..." i leaned in and kissed her. The kiss was slow and passionate.
"And...Cut! Perfect! Good job both of you!" I pulled away and let go of her hand.
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"Jungkook-ah... you promised you won't forgot..." tears filled your eyes.
"Jungkook ,please call me back. Im getting worried. You haven't even read my messages..." you texted him.
You're so stressed you broke down in tears. You took a deep breath and wiped the tears but your vision was still blurry.
*At work*
"I don't feel so good...." Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows as he checked your temperature by putting his hand on your forehead.
"But your temperature is normal.." you shook your head and placed the camera on its place and sat down.
"I feel like im going to vanish away..." Taehyung was confused. Suddenly you heard your manager called you.
You weren't able to walk probably cause your body was feeling numb.
"Are you okay?" Your manager asked as you shook your head and held it.
"My body hurts..." you quickly sat down on a chair. There was pain rushing throughout your whole body It was painful that you started to cry.
"Y/n?" Taehyung bent down and looked at you who was crying.
"What is happening to her?" Your manager asked as Taehyung held your face making you look at him.
"Y/n. What's wrong?" You sobbed. You started breathing heavily.
"Sould we call a doctor?" The manager asked. Taehyung widened his eyes when he saw that you were about to faint.
"No. We need to take her to the hospital." He picked you up bridal style and ran to his car.
*At the hospital *
"Stressed caused her to have a brain tumor." Taehyung widened his eyes after hearing that.
"Tell me some strange things you've noticed in her...." the Doctor asked.
"Sometimes she can't work properly. She's too clumsy and she says that she can't feel her body."
*Jungkook POV*
Its been a week i didn't talk to y/n. I was checking the messages that I didn't read from her.
I waited for her about 5 minutes but she still didn't pick up so i texted her. Suddenly i got a incoming call without looking at the number I answered.
OTP Jungkook: Hello?
OTP Taehyung: Hi..umm.. this is a friend of Y/n's...
OTP Jungkook: Is Y/n with you---
OTP Taehyung: Jungkook is it possible for you to come home?
OTP Taehyung Y/n...she's...in the hospital. ---
I took the first flight back to Korea.
All Jungkook could of think about was y/n.
"Go visit her...She's waiting for you..." i sighed and looked down.
"I can't..I can't go see her I wasn't there for her." Taehyung sat down beside me and put his hand on my shoulder.
"You made the right decision. Now you just need to tell her."
I opened the door and saw her. Her hair was tied into a ponytail. I could see stitches at the side of her head.
She saw me and smiled. I walked towards her. Jungkook "Hi." she chuckled making me chuckle too.
*Y/n's POV*
"How are you?" he sat dowm beside you on a chair.
"I'm fine thank you." i reply smiling. he smiled and held your hand.
"You look really pretty." Jungkook said. tears were building up in your eyes.
He wiped your tear drop with his thumb.
"I missed you so much...why weren't you--" he cut you off by cupping your face.
"We won't talk about that hm?" you nodded and held his hand back.
You both talked to each other you told him how much you missed him.
"Y/n..I want you to remember that i adore you..." he suddenly said and looked down.
"Y/n, the next thing im about to say is gonna break you apart.." you furrowed your eyebrows.
"Jungkook?" your heart started beating fast when you saw tears in his eyes.
"Y/n, I don't deserve you.. You're a really special person and special people deserve to be treated better.
"I was never there for you Y/n. I always avoided you and I know I shouldn't have..." his tears finally fell. your heart sank when you understand what he was trying to say.
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"Y/n.... I want to break up..." you shook your head and held his hand even tighter.
"Babygirl, you deserve someone better, than I am. Someone who'll always take care of you. someone who'll always be there for you..."
"And that someone is you Jungkook..." you said while crying. He shook his head.
"That someone is waiting for you. He'll be there for you like he was before. He'll never let go of you.." you knew he was talking about Taehyung.
"I'll love you always..." he kissed you on your forehead. You closed your eyes and still held his hand.
He then kissed you on your nose, your cheeks everywhere and then finally your lips.
He held you close for the last time.
Then he left.
"Letting you go made me relize how much you mean to me,how much I love you, But i know im not the one for you."
