LOVE BEYOND BOUNDARIES-II

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Tears starts bulging in my eyes. Even though I predict all these things,I can't help myself. A lot of things going on right now in my head.

He hugged me tightly.

"Its okay. It's going to be okay" he patted my back slowly. I cried on his shoulders.

"We can go home tomorrow. Sleep now." I nodded.

I can't help my thoughts. All I am thinking is about minho. I can't help him in any way. He deserved to be the happy one. Just because of me he lost his ten year life. I know I can help him in an emotional times. But what if he get annoyed at me in future? Can I go back to my parents? No that's the worst. What can I do now? I fell sleep with all these thoughts in my mind.

When I wake up minho is not here. I noticed a sticky note.

"I gotta go. We will go home in the evening. Love you"

I tried packing my things with the help of nurse. She gave me the wheel chair. She asked me if she could help me to get up but I respectably objected.

Someone open the door while I was closing the eyes. When she entered I immediately recognized her. She is a grown up now. She looks cute as always. As she hugged me tightly, without knowing I am crying on her shoulders.

"I am sorry sis I can't come yesterday. I was in abroad. I am so happy to see you. You don't have a idea how much I missed you."

"I know I know. I missed everyone too. I don't have any idea in those years. It was plain. I am slowly reminiscing the memory of everything. "
She hold my hands tightly and lightly her eyes bulge with tears.

"Can I ask you a favour?"

"Yeah..of course. I can do anything for you."

"I took a lot of time to decide this. Can I stay in your house for some time?" It is a huge decision. But they would get sick of me finally and I dont want to be burden to anyone. I need some time to think about myself.

"Sis..I think this is wrong. Think of your children and uncle loves you more than anyone."

Yeah I know he loves me and I love him. I don't want him to hurt. I can't be a comfort to him. He should live his life now instead of wasting up on me. He should meet up with someone who makes him happy.

"That's why"

"But he can find you in a minute. Doctors and nurses know about me well. If I take you with me they would definitely tell him and there are lot of cameras too."

I know how can I not know that? Even he knew that I am not going to go with him. I dont want my children to look at me like that. I need time to get better.

She got me a paper and pen. Its not needed but I should not go without telling him.

"Minho...This is me. Please don't get upset when you see this. It's all for good. I know you love me a lot but I love you more than that. That's why I am taking this decision now. Just think of me that I am still not conscious. You should move on your life. You can't waste your life on me. I don't want to meet my children with this condition. All I need is time. Time to think about all these things that's happening in my life . Sorry . I love you!!please be happy and don't worry about me." I wrote down my letter and place it on the bed.
I hope he never search for me. He know that I am with my sister but he can understand my feelings.

My sister proceed with all the documents in the hospital. It took a lot of time since I am here for ten years and they are not okay to allow me without my husband. He didn't attend the call. However we filled all the documents.

My parents were here and they will come to convince me. I should not go with my sister. It's too easy to people find me.

"I will stay in hotel today. Our parents are here so they would try to convince me. So don't tell them a hotel name." I know she thinks that I am wrong. Her expressions are not good. But I trust her she wouldn't tell anything. She nodded.

"Can you give me your phone?"

"It's in my purse sis. Take it"

I searched a gallery to find the image but its fully filled with models. The notification pop up when I about off the phone.

"I need to talk to you. Where are you?"- Yong.

Who is this? Can I ask her? May be its something about her profession.

"Where are my children photos? It's all filled with models."

"Its my business mobile sis. I forgot my personal mobile in home. Don't worry I have a lot of photos in that. You can practically see their ten years in my gallery. They are adorable. They always join with uncle to tease me. He took care of them the best. They grown well and they will be definitely happy to see you. You shou reconsider your opinion."

I simply smiled. No one can understand my feelings. I enjoyed the breeze through the window reminiscing my old memories.
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"Where can we go for our honeymoon?" I ask him.

"Where do you want to go?" I rest my head on his shoulder.

" I have a place in my mind"

"Okay. Then tell me"

"It's Switzerland. There are lot of external sports and we can go together."

"Sports?" His eyes playfully smiled.

"Huh" he turns around to see my face.

"I think we are going for the honeymoon."

"We can do both"

He kissed my lips lightly.

"No. I have other things planned for us" I beat him playfully on his lap. Our marriage has happened so quick that I can't even have time to remember all these things.
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Tears starts to flow in my eyes. We were happy at those times. Why can't I remember all other things?