LOVE BEYOND BOUNDARIES-II

-6-

When I woke up, there is no one in my room. Its empty just like my heart right now.

I stood up and walk to my kitchen to get some water. I realised what I did. I am walking. I can stand. I...I am...I am walking... I have to tell anyone. I should search him.

"Minho....minho....minho" I called out. He will be very happy. Where is he?

"Sis...sis..." I heard my sister voice but when I turned around to see her, She is no where.

I opened my eyes where I can see my sister with her worried face.

"Are you okay? Did you dream anything bad?"

Oh..it was all a dream. Why? Why it is a dream?

"No...it's a happy dream " I go back to sleep again covered myself with bedsheet to hide my tears.

I looked at the clock. It's already six. I should help her with something.

"Sis..I am going to work. If you need anything. Call me." I am all alone again. What can I do now?

"Dia...I want to see my children"

"Okay sis...I will take you in the evening."

I nodded. I can't even work on my own. I had seen them last when they are five or six. Will they talk to me?

We were both waiting for them infront of school. I am scared to go near them. I am so nervous. What will they do when they see me? Will they hug me?

"Sis..they are coming. Lets go!" She unbuckled her seat belt.

"Dia...wait...I don't know. I am nervous. Can we just quietly follow them?"

I am experiencing a different emotions inside me.

"Okay" oh good! She is not arguing.

"Sis...those two" she pointed out my children. They grown up so well. Immediately tears starts bulge in my eyes. I start to cry when they got up in the car and left.

"Follow them" I want to see them. I want to hug them. I want to see their face. This world is totally unfair.

We end up parking in front of our home. Should I go inside? I must go now and I don't care how they will react. Atleast I would talk to them.

"Sis...are you okay?"

"Yeah. We can go inside." My hands are shaking.

I never experienced this kind of emotions before. What would I tell them? I nervously entered the house.

My mother-in-law is sitting on the sofa reading magazines. The look in her eyes when she noticed me. I can't tell what her emotions would be. I don't if I could apologize or pretend like nothing happened. She immediately stand up and walk towards me.

"Keerthii... come in.. why are you waiting there? Sorry for not visiting you. Minho said that we should wait for some time." 

She always cared for me. She is like my mom. I can't remember a lot of time with her but I know that she is kind. That's why I felt more guilty now.

"I am sorry for not visiting you. I am sorry for everything."

"That's okay as long as you are okay. Wait I will call the children and your parents."

I guess minho is not here. Is he still mad at me? Why it hurts so much when I am the one doing all this kind of things?

"Mother...you don't need to call them. I will come back again. I am sorry." I don't know something stops me from meeting all the loved ones of my life.

"Dia...take me out from here.. please"

She bowed to my mother-in-law and took me out from the house.

I can't courage myself to meet them. It's so hard. What can I do now? Minho arrived when we about to go. I don't have confidence to look him in his eyes. What would he do?

He looks at me for less than a second. He immediately turned to my sister and smile at her.

"She wants to see the children. That's why I took her here." She told him.

"Can I take your sister for a minute?" I looked at him. He looks back at me to get my permission. I nod.

He takes me out from there to a place where no one is there.

"Keerthii...I can't focus on my work. I don't understand why are you reacting like this? Do you know how many times I hoped for the call from hospital? That  they would tell me you are okay. I always scared of leaving you alone in the hospital. What if you get up and search for me? I waited for you. I missed you. I want you back." 

Can I tell him everything?

"Minho..are you okay with me?"

"What do you mean?"

"I can't able to walk. I won't be any help to you. What if you finds me as a burden? I am afraid what if my children hates me? I don't know. It's so sudden. I can't get a grip of myself. I don't want to lose you...I love you ...always"

"I love you keerthii...I love you"

He kissed me and that makes all my tears stop. He is always mine. No one can love me as much as him. He hugged me so tight that I can feel how much he missed me.

"Minho...I don't want to come home."

"Why? Everyone in the home loves you.. they all want to see you. They all missed you."

"I know but I need some time to prepare myself. Drop me in my sister's. "

He didn't argue back. I felt tired. I went to sleep.

"Keerthii..." he called me.

We came to her home. I don't know what to tell him.

"Minho...hmm...can you stay with me today?"

His smiles answered me.