Hey, can I tell you something Amy? I've been thinking this every night, when I'm playing, and writing stories. Had I done something so far? I ask that to myself too because it feels like I'm in a loop. I always check the Calendar and the time. The days are changing but why do I feel like I'm still stuck? Hey, Amy. Will I ever travel somewhere? I want to see something extraordinary. I want to see something that I will remember even when I age. I want to see something. I want to see the city lights, the cherry blossoms, and I want to look up when I'm inside a forest. I want to be in a veranda with a cup of coffee and looking up to the moon.
Hey, Amy. I always wanted to walk when it's night and also raining. It's just a thing that I want to experience, but... Don't you think that it's also very calming? I don't mind getting wet. I don't mind getting a cold. Because I want to experience that. I really, really, really want to. So much that it hurts. I want to go somewhere. Somewhere other than here. Hey, Amy. Will I ever change? If I do change, will I ever see those lights? It always happens everynight. But, I can't go there. Something is restricting me.
Tell me. I want to know. Will those dreams of mine come true? Will those fantasies ever happens to me? I've been yearning it for 16 years. Instead, I get this same events. To the point that, it's almost déjà vu. I don't want to live like this. I don't want to keep this happening to me. I want my fantasies to come true. I know that it's very selfish, but don't you want to experience that too? Walking down the street and it's night time and raining. Looking at a scenery that you haven't seen before. For me, it's very beautiful and calming. Hey, Amy...
Will I ever get that?
