i lost myself lately...

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I don't know how to start this, but okay, here we go...

I kinda missed that smart girl ever I had in my life.

Everything changed after I grow up. I became more realistic and hating bullshit that they throw on me.

Sometimes if I can, I could smash their body to the wall (seriously, I done it once and I still can't believe it), or grabbed their frickin shirt then I pull them away.

I became a protective person. I don't even care with myself. Even if I got bruises, I'd like to taking care of it by myself.

It feels like I was only acting inside this world for the whole time and I can't be myself!

I felt desperate...
I hate everything...
I don't think that I will survive this hell...
I put a fake smile to everyone...
And just, carry on...

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