Confessions

Confession 30: Why?

It's been a long time since I last updated but.. Yes, I admit I said to my last updated that it's enough... But seeing him once again, talking to him once again, all the efforts I put to myself just to forget him fades away just like how a bubbles burst into a wind without anyone noticing it.. Funny right? I said to myself once I met him again once I talk to him I should not feel something for him but how funny that even my emotions and feelings betrayed me... Is it still a crush or I fall in love to him oh God please I dont want to be hurt once again I've been hurt many times I've sacrifice a lot because of this thing I don't want to see how history repeats itself ... I don't know why but everytime I saw him everytime I talk to him every thing comes back the way it is... It feels like there's something pushing me not to stop my feelings towards him, stopping me from forgetting everything I feel for him and lastly, there's something in me that says it's not yet the right time to forget everything... Yes I admit I ate those thing I've said on my last update...