"Did I say you could?"
"Your stupid your retarded.....your dumb as a stick.....if I never took you in no one else would have...."
"I hate you... you're worthless "
Do you remember these words you spoke to me?...because you probably wont within a few minutes
But....they leave scars on brain and I'll never be able to forget them even if I want to....
"You should be like you're sister sell yourself on the streets....
"But my sister never did that!!!" I scream
"But she let them go threw her window~" you're words carve out my soul
"It doesn't matter if I cant remember because at least I know math I'm not stupid and I can read"
I never knew my own family tree could honestly be so cruel to me...
I cuss at her sometimes, I hate those words she uses ...I'm tired of her hits but I can cover up those mental bruises...right?
Why the F☆CK are YOU SO MEAN!?
I CAN F☆CKING READ!!!
"That's classy "
Your words rattle in my mind again but really class was never in are families DNA and using retarded as a insult is I would say.. not to classy to call you're kid...
Why don't you call me by my name instead?
You dont see I dont eat ? And now i rarely draw....and it takes effort to get up but i do so i can go at school I can avoid coming home to the ticking time bomb....
And on those rare days if I tell u I'm depressed
You laugh literally at me and say
"Did u take your meds,? Get over it" ...or...." stop the act"
"My meds are not for depression- but thanks for making me feel lower and crazy for a thing I cant help"
Thinking to my self
***I wish I would just die.....maybe that would have been better***
So tell me....will u remember the words you spoke probably not-
But I will always remember What you continue to say....
I will take them to my old man grave
YOU ARE READING
poetry of a mad man
Poetryim still learning how to wright so i apologize for mistakes if any but these are poems based of my dreams, life, spiritily trama, ect so they may be intense warning for sensitive readers
