him. (VANOSS FAN FICTION)

chapter one

"lauren anne

my life begins with a

december 14,2019

Ever think about the past, and smile? I have. It's been hell and back but I smile thanking the lord for my troubles. You think that's weird don't you? I been in college for the past 4 years and about to graduate in early May, from UCLA! I'm so excited!! I'll have a real career and amazing boyfriend who i known all through college, no he does not go to the same university as me, he went to some university in Canada... I didn;t like the long distance thing at all, we did skype a lot and texted, called, made visits, and met up at conventions but it wasn't what we both wanted. We agreed once he finishes business, he would move in.

He been living with me for almost a year, him and my roommate, feather, are close and I love it! Me and Feather are best friends and known each other since my freshman year in high school, yes, we been together that long. Bunch of boyfriends, crying, laughing, going to new places, just being a sober, drug-free teenager. Life is what I exactly wanted since I was 13; a sober, drug-free, free, happy life. I don't want anything to happen to either of them, they are my life right no-"

"Lauren baby come here" I hear Evan call my name from downstairs, I walk down the stairs and into the living room, I hear him in the kitchen so I walk and stand by the island. I smile as I see him cooking with his shirt off, which is always a good view. His back muscles are amazing and I just love this guy in general.

"Oh my eyes!" Feather screams as she covers her eyes and runs into a door, she is such an awkward child. Me and Evan laugh a bit and I go help the poor thing in the livingroom, who is staggering.

"Lol Feather are you okay? You're such an awkward child!" I laugh she then laughs with me, shaking her head. She agrees and tells me she wants a water and pineapples, I go and fetch them for her. I return to her playing video games, slouching, headphones on, which weapons on the game. I smile. My Buddha, I thought. I walk into the kitchen again and taste the food Evan is cooking, it's chicken alfredo, mmmm. I made him take a cooking class with Feather because I was s o o tired of cooking, they both complained and demanded that making cereal and grilled cheese was good enough to make it through life. Nope.

"SO happy you volunteered to take cooking classes" I smile as i hug him from behind, he's taller than me so my ear is on his upper back area. He laughs and shakes his head. "I didn't volunteer you noob" I playfully slap his back as I let go from the hug, it's not as cosy warm as it was moments ago but I can deal. I go back into the living to watch Feather kick ass on (Future Advanced Warfare lol).

"I swear Evan does that same exact move! Have you been watching him play?" I ask her. She nods and continues, I don't bother her anymore because she will rage quit soon, I know it.

"What the fock!! Really? You stupid prick! For focks sake he was right there" Feather yells as she throw the controller at the left corner of the room. Evan walks in to tell us it's dinner time, I run into the kitchen and smile as I have died and walked into heaven.

"mmm food! Thanks babe" I say as I get a bowl and put the food in it, I smile and walk over to the table. I wait for them, I do a little simple prayer, god is good darlings. We say amen and eat, I don't know how it started for us to start praying before we eat but it happened and it brought us three together. Honestly, I love how they both agreed to it. We finish and go back to whatever we do normally. Watch netflix, record videos, follow sprees, instagram old pictures, basically anything that involves internet. I on the other hand like to go outside in the back and sit on the swing set and read out loud or study. It was my little cute spot where I take lemonade or tea or anything outside and just swing back and forth reading.