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hydrangea

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From heartfelt emotion to boastfulness, the hydrangea has a different meaning for every culture and story. Use blue hydrangeas to right any wrongs you may have committed since they represent an apology!
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Not everyone can be forgiven immediately after an event. It takes time. Jihyun knows that and it's why he never pressure's Saeran. He tries to remain polite and keep a professional position as to try and not hurt him once again. It's not easy for either of them Jihyun just hopes one day the twin forgives him.

It may not be tomorrow or even in the next decade but one day.

Jihyun now keeps the RFA updated at where he's at for work so the others have trust in him as well. He never wants them to believe he doesn't trust them and wants to be open with them all.

"That was great. It'll take a little to get these edited but I'll get them to you as soon as possible." Jihyun spoke to his client. The conversation was short and Jihyun escorted the client to their car before heading to his own that Jumin had sent him.

The drive was long and he arrived home a little after eleven pm.

It was a little surprising when he saw a person sitting at his apartment door. The person was easy to identify since the white and pink he could tell anywhere.

He was asleep more like it so it had Jihyun wondering how long he had been outside.

"Hey, Saeran. Wake up." He crouched down, not daring to touch him and tried to wake him up. He stirred a little before opening his eyes. "You're finally here. What took you so long?" The twin asked, tiredness in his voice. "I had a shoot out of the city. How long have you been here?" "Since nine." Two hours he had been out here?

"Come inside," Jihyun spoke and unlocked the front door. Saeran steppes inside slowly.

"Can I stay the night? It's a little too late for me to head home now." Jihyun nodded. "If that's what you feel comfortable with. You can have the bed." Jihyun spoke as he took off his jacket.

"I don't forgive you." Slipped from Saeran's mouth. The bluenette looked up. "I don't think I ever will. I know you've been trying and waiting for me to do so but it won't happen." He paused. "I just can't forgive what happened. I suffered hell only to suffer more hell. I have some pretty messed up trauma and issues now." Jihyun should have expected that. It's what he deserves. "I won't forgive you but I will accept it as the past it move on. We can't change what happened but I don't want to go in hating you, okay? So let's start over and live with everything in the past."

Jihyun sighed in relief. "Yes, Saeran. I would like that very much." Saeran nodded and a small smile slipped on his face. "It's also your bed. I shouldn't be taking it but I know you're persistent so if you'd be comfortable, we can share the bed. Just know I'm still trying to be comfortable around you."

"I understand one hundred percent. I will never cross a line with you and make you uncomfortable." Saeran sighed happily. "Okay then let's get to bed. It's late and you know Zen. He's going to make us go to his premier tomorrow." Jihyun nodded and led Saeran to the bedroom.

This was the start of healing.