Purple Moon

wake up!

Lillian.... Lillian .... Wake up lillian.
William called to me as he lightly shook me. I roled over and felt his hand around my waist quickly i jolted out of the bed. Fear shot across my face and again his with anger.
Why is it every time i even look at you your acting like i am going to beat you.
William shouted.
He got out of the bed quickly faster than i realized and was on me against the door. I froze and turned pale then i felt him hard against my core and blushed. He bent to my ear and wispered "i like when you blush". I blushed more and then felt the cool nip of his lips on my ear. My heart raced and I became very hot and felt as though the air was thinning. Then he looked at my neck and stopped anger took over him so quickly i was shocked and forgot how to defend myself. He slapped me hard and called me a whore. My face burned and shock puzzled my face.
You have already let someone mark you. He accused.
Sadness and embarrassment came across my face and he quickly turn sad as well. The hurt in his eyes.
He quickly hissed as me "who"

He will kill me i said quickly. Shaking my head. William quickly reponded not befor i kill him. I was blown away with his claim and didnt know what to say. Still in shock and frozzen were i stood he hissed again. "WHO".

Guilt and ashamed i lowered my head and answered him.
My father.
Taken back by my words he just stood there for a moment thinking.
I could see all the feelings going threw his mind angry sad hurt hatred.
I was tanted and was not worthy of him and that my father made sure of.
It was a forced mark so i had no choice. But also i would never feel loved either because it blocks me from having a mate.
"No one will love you. You little whore" my father said as he tied me to the chair. I had a crush on luke in 4th grade. He quickly made it clear that was not allowed. He said " no one will love you and no mate will come for you" moments before he bit my mark area.
It forms a bond that is not breakable unless he released me or died. So a mate i was never to have. That special bond would never be formed.
William asked the question i wished most to not have to answer. "Did he seal it"?
I hesitated to answer him not knowing what his response would be
answer me he growled
Scared of him at this point i replied
No he didnt seal it.
"Then why? Why are you marked? Why by your father?"
His question flooded out and i wasnt sure if he really wanted me to answer.
Defeated and broken I explained what had happened the day he marked me. Angry william stood and paced back and forth.
Then he left and like that i was left in the bedroom alone.