When I was 15 years old I got that I was falling in love with girls, but I didn't dare to talk about it with anyone, not even my best friend. Are age 16 they started to notice, gossip was going around that I was indeed gay. My friends gradually started to ignore me. At 17 I thought I would be good to confirm, but boy, what was I naïef.
In sophomore year I started to notice that I was falling in love with girls, it began with Emma, a girl from my history class.Each time I saw her, I felt something weird in my stomach. My family is pretty anti-gay, so I didn't really think I could be gay, that was a choice you could or could not make. So I actually went to see the doctor, but he said that everything was alright. That's when it popped in my mind, could it be?
I know it sounds crazy i went to the doctor. But i genuinely thought something was wrong with my body. Because i would never choose to be gay, that's what my parents always said it was. A choice. Now i know what it is. It's being yourself. And loving the person you love.
After i went to the doctor's I decided to ignore the feeling in my stomach. I grew out of my love for Emma. I stopped coming. But Emma was only the beginning.
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My Life, My Love
Short StoryMaya is 17 and starting to fall in love with girls. But here parents don't approve of that. This is her story of how she tried to accept herself while trying to get the approval of her parents.