PJ looked up when Anita opened his dorm door. He frowned, as it wasn't his beloved Master. He smiled slightly. His friend would be good enough while he waits for his lover.
"Hey Jam." Anita laid next to him. She hurt a bit. Her body was covered in hickeys and she felt like Catty was a bit too rough. But that was her punishment, so she just took it with grace. She was a good girl, at least, that's what Catty told her when he was done with her.
"Hey, are you okay, Ani?" PJ laid with her, their hair barely touching the other's. They used to do this when they were kids, which was nice. "You seem sad."
"Does your, er..." Anita didn't really know what PJ called Fresh, as they never hung around their partners when they hung out.
"Master," PJ chimed.
"Yeah... does he ever, uh, punish you..?" Anita was kinda scared he would tell her it wasn't good.
"He used to all the time. But then I started being a good boy and he loved it. I just learnt to follow his orders and he rewards me," Paperjam replied, thinking about his Master.
"What is the best way to not get punished?" Anita looked at PJ the best she could from her position.
"Sex. Lots of it. Once a day so he can love your body. My Master loves to kiss my tattoos and to make sure I can't walk well." PJ smiled at the thoughts of Fresh actually loving him. "But he can be so very passionate and gentle."
"So are the things I've been doing all wrong?" Anita realized.
"What do you do?"
"I don't really like giving him sex. It's scary because he's so rough. I let him motorboat me, but yesterday, he punished me..."
"He did? What happened?"
"I yelled at him and then... when he came back, he punished me. He bit me a lot around my body and then he kept motorboating me more. I liked doing it, but he wasn't gentle with me..." Anita sighed and looked away.
"It's okay..." PJ reached out for Anita's hand, holding it gently. He smiled, giving it a gentle squeeze.
"I wish he would get better. He doesn't even try to do well for me!" Anita squeezed back. She hated how her Senpai was still doing bad.
"You should give him more frequent rewards. When he doesn't hurt someone for a day, let him motorboat you. As more days go by, give him more pleasure and allow him to do more."
Anita nodded, tears in her eyes. She wanted to teach Catty how to get better.
This was the first time he had ever been to a "normal school" ever since the first grade. He had to learn how to adapt. She wanted this to be the best school experience he had, since, with all his violence, he could be sent back to the mental institution.
Anita really didn't want him to get into trouble.
"Have you ever... gone against Fresh?" Anita looked at him.
"Yeah... when we just started... but now, I'm a good boy for him. It makes me happy when he tells me how good I am." PJ smiled. He loved Fresh so much.
"So, behaving and being submissive makes him happy?"
"Yes! He's so happy when I let him wreck me! He likes to do the things I like now that I am a good boy for him!"
"But he's so mean to you..."
"He's so sweet! He knows what I love and he does it!"
Anita had a worried look. "Aren't you scared..?"
"Scared?" PJ's smile was so wide and sweet.
"Scared of getting pregnant..?"
PJ stared at her. His smile had dropped and his eyes were suddenly sad. He wanted a family, she knew that, and Fresh didn't. He wanted love and cuddles and happiness and lots of kids.
"I am not scared," he stated.
"But haven't you told me you guys have stopped using condoms?!" Anita exclaimed, worry in her voice.
"I'll get rid of it if I do!" PJ's voice cracked, showing he was going to cry. His eyes were filling with tears and his lip quivered.
Anita stared at him, wide eyed and surprised. She knew PJ really wanted a family and kids. Her friend was someone who had dreamed of this ever since he was four. He would even draw weddings like his parents' where he was wearing a dress like Ink's. Never would anyone, not even PJ until recently, would imagine he'd get an abortion, no matter what.
"PJ..." Anita pulled him into a hug. "You don't need him."
"I do..." PJ whimpered. "I love him... I need him... he keeps me sane... I can't leave him, ever..."
"He isn't giving you the love you need!"
"He gives me the pleasure I need!"
"Pleasure isn't what you need most!"
"If Master loves it, I do..."
Anita sighed, rubbing his back. "It's okay... I know this isn't right and you do, too. We'll get through this, okay?"
"Okay..."
"You're the best."
"You're the best, too."
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The Lord of the Library
Fanfiction(Sequel to The King of High School) Paperjam is the son of Error, the gym coach, and Ink, the art teacher, brother of Gradient, the artsy tech nerd of the school, and Palette, the smartest guy on the basketball team. The strongest nerd in the school...
