Life is helpless
Life is so boring
But people keep trying to tell us to live our life
Fuck that!
They know nothing about someone's else life. They never care at all but always try to control people's life. They know nothing but always judge someone's else life.
Living by himself, Earth knows better about that. No one cares of him. His parent left him alone in this cruel world since he was baby. Left him to be an orphan. His relative didn't want him. Feeling disgusted of him, treated him like some disease or bad omen.
Twenty two years he always live by himself. Fight by himself. Try to live everyday. His skinny body shows how hard he tries to live everyday.
"May I have those rose?"
Earth smiles to the tall boy who is asking him for the rose.
"How many do you want?"
"I want to make a bucket. Can you help me to do that?"
The boy looks so shy but his eyes showing how happy he is right now. Earth can feel the love from that boy to whoever he will give that beautiful flower. He feels envy. He always wishes there will someone who makes him feel wanted.
"Do you want to me write anything to your beloved?"
"My mom. It is for my mom. She is coming back here"
Earth smiles when he sees how happy that boy when he is talking about his mother. Kinda envy him but he is happy for him. Kinda envy when someone has someone to love and to cherish. He wants to feel that. He wants to feel how to cherish someone. He wants to feel how is to be loved. To be wanted.
It is hurt.
His heart is breaking.
"Your mother is so lucky to have son like you"
"Thank you" The boy gives him genuine smile, "How much?"
"300 but you can pay 200. It is a gift from me to welcome your mom"
The boy wants to refuse it but Earth insist and finally he gives up and accept the kindness that Earth gives to him.
"I will pay you back" Earth wants to refuse, "I insist. I will come back later. This night. I will bring you something"
Earth has no time to say anything. That boy is running out and leaves.
Tonight.
He has someone who will come to him.
Tonight.
He will be not alone.
Not lonely in his birthday.
27
He is going to be 27 years old and it is gonna be 27 years for him to live alone in this cruel world. Another year to spend with miserable. Another year to fight for living. Another year to envy people's life.
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