Sometimes things happen that you cant actually explain. You always thought it would've never happened to you. But it did. It was hell. Imagine what it would be like to have someone you love ever soo much you'd take a bullet for them, do anything you could to protect them. Keep them away from harms way. Just to have them around. Now imagine that person being torn out of your life. With no goodbye. No chance to save them. They just left. Poof. Gone forever. Leaving you alone. Scared. Worried. Guilty. Broken. Hurt. Betrayed.