New Year

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im glad i joined wattpad, its made me meet the friends i have today, and without them i dont know what my life would be like. Boring thats for sure.

 Going out tonight, changes into something red
Her mother doesn’t like that kind of dress
Everything she never had
She’s showing off
Driving too fast, moon is breaking through her hair
She said it was something that she won’t forget
Having no regrets is all that she really wants

We're only getting older baby
And I’ve been thinking about you lately
Does it ever drive you crazy
Just how fast the night changes
Everything that you’ve ever dreamed of
Disappearing when you wake up
But there’s nothing to be afraid of
Even when the night changes
It will never change me and you

Chasing her tonight, doubts are running ‘round her head
He’s waiting, hides behind his cigarette
Heart is beating loud, she doesn’t want it to stop
Moving too fast, moon is lighting up her skin
She’s falling, doesn’t even know it yet
Having no regrets is all that she really wants

You and I,
We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky.
With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide.

So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song.

With you I fall.
It's like I'm leaving all my past in silhouettes up on the wall.
With you I'm a beautiful mess.
It's like we're standing hand in hand with all our fears up on the edge.

So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.

You're the perfect melody,
The only harmony
I wanna hear.
You're my favorite part of me,
With you standing next to me,
I've got nothing to fear.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song.

What doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead.
Got a hole in my soul, growing deeper and deeper.
And I can't take one more moment of this silence.
The loneliness is haunting me.
And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up.

It comes in waves, I close my eyes.
Hold my breath and let it bury me.
I'm not okay, and it's not alright.
Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again?

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.
Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

What doesn't destroy you, leaves you broken instead.
Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper.
And I can't take one more moment of this silence.
The loneliness is haunting me.
And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up.

It comes in waves, I close my eyes.
Hold my breath and let it bury me.
I'm not okay, and it's not alright
Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again?

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.
Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own. Who will fix me now?
Who will fix me now?
Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

wow, to think another year gone bye, felt like yesterday it was the start of 2014

2014 has probably one of shittest years of my life

however along the way i met some people (peasent)

they are ;

@peaceful-

@-dusk-

@bootypolice

@xfireproof

@stxrdust

@-sweetpoison

@-sideshowbob-

@stoopid-

@-raya-

1. Cristy your my crispy cristy we havnt spoken for sometime v.v but i hope you have a good year ahead of you in 2015 i love you ❤

2. hunter, you nutella greedy peasent of a twinnie, your such a big girls blouse its unbelieveable😂 i gotta say you have an amazeballs taste in music🙊 i just wanna say thank you, thank you for being part of my life, well the part of it youve been in. I love you twinnie❤

3. Tru, frist things first i love your name and your hair to, trade? yeah i believe we met through hunter? that correct, think soo, anywho i hope you start the new year in a good way love you

p.s your the first person ive twerked too 🙊

4. Jasmine KANGAROOOOOOO hehe were shall i start jamsina😏 okok we met like a couple weks ago i believe feels much longer than that you are such amazing gorgeous person anyways i love you, ps imma bring loads of sherbet with me when we meet okay? okay

5. kaylaaa still need to think of a nickname for you😶  your same with Jasmine met not long ago but i am really glad we have met, your just amazing in general and gorgeous too love you💕

6. MaraaMaraa rememberremember wewe talktalk likelike thisthis youyou rememberremember?? nono thatsthats okayokay ifif youyou dontdont rememberremember butbut youryour a goodgood personperson inin generalgeneral andand youryour prettypretty tootoo lovelove youyou❤💕

7. IFRAAH BOB BOB BOB BOB THE BUILDER CAN WE FIX THIS NO? okay thats cool, we gotta meet up whilst im in London okay, also snapchat me soon too if its working of course, your such a weird random posh loveable person and very bery pretty too much love bob, have a good new year💕

8. ALIYAHOEEEEEEEE i miss you soo much, talk please i need a word about him...i love you a heck of alot my little aliyahoe have a good new year lots of love catawhore💕

9. raybands we havnt spoke for a few days, i miss you aswell, get back online now please pretty please with a baebands on top, wow that obviously didnt sound wrong at all...oopsies, well i hope you celebrate new year in rayband style c: i love you❤

I actually cried whilst writing this not joking.

I love you guys soo much i hope you know that, i hope you all have a great start to the year celebrate with friends and family leave all the bad stuff out and let the good stuff come in, happy new year❤

Love Cat🙊

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