The Battle [#Watty2016]

Chapter Six: You Need To Let Go

A few weeks have passed and I still can't believe he is gone. I stand in my room looking around flashing back to all them memories going through my mind as i wonder around my room. " I can't take this anymore !" I yell running out my front door and racing down my drive way, and suddenly I see him running a long side of me, as if we was running together in the woods like the first time we hung out. Then suddenly I fall...
I look up to the sky in tears, wondering how can something that worked out so good.. Turn to something bad.. "If this was the Un-ordinary life I asked for take it back I don't want it" I say as I stand up and and slowly walk down the driveway onto the lonely road, as it starts to rain. As I start to flash back again to the love I once had, of my dead and gone lover James. Of all the times we had with each other, the times he saved me, all of them.
I fall to my knees and cry, I stand up picking up some gravel then I take off, I don't know where I'm going, or why, I just don't want to be here.
I run down the street out of mind out of sight, since I'm the only one living on this road, so no one should see me. Flash backs flashing in my mind as I cry for it to just stop..
Then out of no where I see a flashing light.

Im in the hospital but for some reason I'm awake but I'm looking over my body as if I'm someone else, I look to my right and see James.
"Oh my gosh baby are you okay!" I jump into his arms as I start to cry.
"I'm fine baby, but listen... You have to let me go." He looks at me sad and noticing I'm confused. "What!? What do you mean? I can't leave you. I need you!"
"Shhh it's okay I'm in a better place and I'll always be looking over you, this isn't the end I promise you darling, it's only the beginning. Your life is meant to go on, don't give up now just because there was a bump in the road. I was brought into your life for a reason, to show you who you really are and I have, now it's my time to go home with God."
"No you can't leave me. I need you ! Please... Please" I start to cry and look up at him.
James looks up above there heads and the memory of Tonyas life flashes before them.
"What's that?" I ask James as he smiles at me "that's your life baby, every memory, everything that's ever happened." I look up in amazement as I hear something coming in softly, sounds like singing. "Do you hear that?" I say as James grabs ahold of my face and kisses me one last time, I return the kiss and look up at him as he lets go and a tear slowly goes down his face.
"You have a purpose in life, and it's not time for your life to be over. But only you can choose that" James says as he slowly steps back. The singing slowly gets louder as I can make out what they are saying. It sounds so beautiful like angels.

o ѕιѕтerѕ leт'ѕ go down
leт'ѕ go down, coмe on down
o ѕιѕтerѕ leт'ѕ go down
down ιn тнe rιver тo pray
aѕ ι wenт down ιn тнe rιver тo pray
ѕтυdyιng aвoυт тнaт good ol' way
and wнo ѕнall wear тнe roвe & crown?
good lord ѕнow мe тнe way

As they get closer I can seem them, all standing behind James as he joins in with them.

o вroтнerѕ leт'ѕ go down
leт'ѕ go down, coмe on down
coмe on вroтнerѕ, leт'ѕ go down
down ιn тнe rιver тo pray
aѕ ι wenт down ιn тнe rιver тo pray
ѕтυdyιng aвoυт тнaт good ol' way
and wнo ѕнall wear тнe ѕтarry crown?
good lord ѕнow мe тнe way

James comes closer to me one last time, "it's time" he says softly rubbing his hand on my cheek and slowly walking back to his place as I can feel my self getting sucked away.
I wake up and I'm laying in bed. At the hospital as I saw myself before.