Angel of my Dreams

Punishment

I woke up and looked at the clock. 7:15AM. I was already late for school. Fuck today is gonna be just amazing. I got up and went out to the kitchen and Chuck was standing there. 

"You're late!" He yelled as he hit me over and over. He was drunk and not caring what he did to me. Like usual. Day and day again this happens usually without reason but today was the worst yet. He grabbed me and pushed me into the attic and locked me in. 

Gabe's POV

Hmm Cas is late...that's not normal...I'll talk to Michael after class. 

After class, I went to where Michael was standing with Anna. 

"Michael."

"What is it?"

"Have you seen Cas today?"

Michael's face turned concerned. "No I haven't...lets talk for a sec."

"Michael, what's going on?"

"Dad was drunk, if Cas was late, he probably saw that."

"Fuck, he probably punished him then...."

"There's nothing we can do now."

Dean's POV

Hmmm....Cas hasn't showed up yet. He said he would before school. I wonder why..is he okay? Did something happen? Did he hurt himself again? But I'll just have to wait to find out. Probably should go see Sam since its almost his lunch period to let him know that Bobby is home.

Cas POV

TRIGGER WARNING

I dragged the blade across my skin, watching the blood trickle down my arm. It's so warm, it feels nice to actually be able to feel something....I want to die no one will miss me

Chuck walked in. "Hurting yourself is for fags...and you'll never be a son of mine if you're a fag." He grabbed me and tied my hands behind my back so I couldn't fight back. He pushed me onto the hard wood floor and tied my feet to 2 posts. He then ripped my clothes off and I started to cry as he started to rub my nipples. I was being violated but my body was fighting me as my nipples got hard.

"You fag, you like this."

He then spread my legs and used this metal thing so I couldn't move at all and he pulled his pants off. I knew this was bad. He started licking my nipples and then sucking and biting. 

"Stop." I got slapped for saying that. He put a gag in my mouth. He then started to suck on my penis and I was so hard I was crying because this was wrong. He then put me on my knees  but I still couldn't move and whats next was bad. He entered me. He violated my innocence as he raped me and I cried..it hurts so much. He just kept fucking me over and over and over until I broke and let him do whatever. He was stroking me at the same time. For everything holy Cas don't let yourself cum...please...But my body was fighting me...

He then stopped and went and grabbed some girl from the other room and stripped her down and told me to fuck her and if I didn't I would be punished again...So I had no choice but to foul this poor kid. She was probably 15, not even legal. He had her tied down, naked and exposed with her legs spread. I kissed her face and slowly but surely kissed down her chest til I got to her breasts and I started to lick and then suck and then bite a little making her whimper. Then I kissed down her stomach til I got to her vagina. I then started to lick up and down, making sure to suck on her clit over and over as she moaned hard. I then put two fingers inside, and she winced. A virgin. I whispered to her, "Im sorry hes making me. Just relax so I don't hurt you. I'm a virgin too." With my fingers inside her I started fingering her really hard and rubbing her clit at the same time. She was moaning loud. Then I put my penis inside and she screamed and I started thrusting gently so it wouldn't hurt much. But Chuck entered inside me to make me go rougher and she was in pain just like I was. After Chuck came inside me I came inside her and then went down on her and started sucking on her clit and fingering her to make her cum and she did. I then blacked out to the blood loss from being raped over and over....