Uncontrollable (Hayes Grier bad boy fanfiction)

•"forever."•

song for this chapter: Clouds- One Direction

~Kendra POV~
After my little "talk" with Hayes, the party died down a little and everyone eventually went home. Char's brother dropped me off at home and they went home. When I got home I took off my clothes and makeup, and changed into some leggings and a t-shirt.

I threw my hair in a ponytail. My parents were home finally, but they were sleeping of course. I was laying on my bed watching The Lying Game on Netflix, on my laptop. That's when I heard tapping on my window. I thought it was just the wind so I didn't mind it, but it kept going on and I got irritated.

I got crawled out of bed and my feet hit the cold hardwood floor. I swung open the French doors to my balcony as a gust of wind flew at me. I walked out and saw Mr. Hayes Grier sitting on the edge of the balcony. "What is it Hayes?" I asked trying not to sound rude.

"Sleeping beauty awakens." he says smirking. "I wasn't sleeping, and I'm no beauty." I say quietly. He stands up and comes over to me, hovering over me since he's tall. He put his hand on my hip and said,"You are beautiful." He leaned over by my ear and whispered into it. "Come with me." I didn't ask any questions I just went and grabbed my black vans and a sweatshirt and followed him.

He climbed down my balcony and I guess he expected me to follow. "Hayes what if I fall?" I asked nervously. "You won't I promise." he said reassuring me. I was still a little hesitant.

"Just take my hand."

I wrapped my small hand around his big one, and hopped off of the balcony. He started walking down the street and I followed. He reached into his black leather jacket and pulled out a box of cigarettes. He lifted the lid and grabbed one. He held it in his mouth with his lips and lit the end of it.

A small fire appeared on the little white tube. He inhaled and out came rings of smoke. He took it out of his mouth and offered me it. I shook my head no. I've never smoked before and I don't think he should be anyway. "Is little miss perfect afraid to smoke?" He teased. "No." I said. "Then do it." he said and handed me the joint.

We stopped in an empty field and sat down. "I've never done it before." I confessed. "Here, when I blow it out you inhale it." He said. We sat face to face, his legs spread open and mine crossed. I moved in closer to him. He once again inhaled, and when he exhaled I began to inhale the smoke. I let it explore my throat before I blew it out into the air.

It actually felt good. It made me feel free. I wasn't thinking about anything else I was just living in the now, in the moment. That's how I always felt when I was around Hayes. He was a little like my drug, lets just hope I don't get addicted.

"Not bad Kendra." He said smiling. "Sure." I said. "Benjamin, where are you taking me?" I asked. "No one calls me Benjamin." he said annoyed. "No one calls me Kendra." I sassed back. "Where are you taking me?" I asked once again. "Lets go and forget about the world for a little while." he said while standing up and taking my hand.

I allowed him to take it and we were off. I followed him down a dark, rocky path. We ended up at a huge oak tree. He climbed up it and I followed, almost dying in the process. "I come here sometimes, when I need to think about things." he explained. I nodded.

He grabbed a sharp metal object, and carved something into the tree. It said K+H with a heart around it. I joined and wrote the word "forever" next to it. "Hayes I think it's just about time for us to be friends again." I said. He instantly smiled.

He gave me a huge hug and he wrapped his arm around me and I leaned my head on his shoulder. He carved something else into the tree. "6|5". It was today's date, June 5th. "What's that for?" I asked. "The day we became friends again." he smiled. I smiled too.

He excitedly hopped out of the tree, and I did the same. We started walking as his fingers locked around mine. "Where are we going now?" I asked. "Oh just somewhere." he replied. We stopped at a tattoo shop. "Oh no way." I shook my head no. "Way." he said and dragged me in.

"Hi." the tattoo artist said. "What can I get for you?" He said. I'm surprised he didn't question our ages. Must know Hayes or something. "We would both like a tattoo." Hayes said. "Okay follow me." He led us into a room where we sat down. "Who first?" The guy asked. Hayes pointed at me.

I was so scared. The guy asked me what I wanted. That's when I looked at Hayes. "I think we should get the same thing." I suggested. After talking we both got "forever 6|15". We got them on our hips his right, my left. I got it somewhere my parents wouldn't see it because if they saw I would be dead. Getting it really hurt but I got through it. After Hayes was done we thanked the guy and left. "Let me take you back home before your parents flip." he said.

We arrived at the top of my balcony and before I went in I talked to Hayes. "Thanks for tonight." I said and hugged him. "Anytime you wanna be a bad girl." he said and winked. I just laughed and walked back in. I felt a tap on my butt. "Wear those pants more often." he smirked before running off into the night.

Who knows what he's going to do. But I'm glad he took me out tonight. I like Hayes as a bad boy. I know I shouldn't but he makes me feel free. Like no one else does. As I hit my warm bed sleep instantly took over me. I fell asleep thinking about the boy who makes me feel like I can fly. I hope he makes me feel this way forever.