Hanahaki comes from the Japanese words hana (花), which means "flower", and hakimasu (吐きます), which means "to throw up".
Hanahaki Disease - born from unrequited love where the victim regurgitates and coughs up flower petals. The illness can only be cu...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Starting from day 1, I wrote all that happened on my diary.
There was a new transfer student in our school, It was a boy and he sat next to me, He was friendly and we were friends, at lunch Jungkook surprisingly sat by with me, he told me everything he did or talked about with the one and only IU or Jieun.
I tried to hide all of my sadness and pain inside me with a smile, A smile keeps all of the pain out, they said, but the pain just never went away.
Luckily I have a new friend, Jimin, he was really fun to hang out with him and all, but I know in my heart, Jungkook is still there.
As expected the day was full of flowers, blood, and cleaning, I still had hope in me that, someday in the right time, I will be happy once again..
Should I tell this to Jimin and Lisa? I'm still thinking how to cure this, I cancelled the option to go get a surgery, because I didn't have enough money, so it's either I will just let myself die in pain and sadness, Find someone else, or Try to make Jungkook love me too. Keyword:Try
My life is getting harder each second and I don't what to do. I feel like I want to die.. I feel worthless.. I feel like I'm not loved.
Do I really have a chance to be with Jungkook? Do others really have to leave me like my family did? Do I really deserve to die? Can I really tell Jimin and Lisa about this? I have so many questions to myself, but I couldn't answer them myself..
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
