Dear diary

Dear,Diary

This time they did more then call me names,they pushed me around like a football going from one player to another.even when I told them to stop they wouldnt,I got a bit nauseous from all the movement but other than that I'm fine. I want to speak up and fight them when they do this but I get too scared. They said something different this time,they said "why are you alive, your nothing but a worthless person." Those words hurt. You know that saying "sticks and stone may break my bones ,but words will never hurt me". Well whoever wrote that was wrong and right, they were right about the "sticks and stones may break my bones" part,but they were also wrong about" words will never hurt me", words do hurt especially when the person who said it means it. It makes think about why I was born. You see, i was a mistake, i was nothing but a one night stand product.  I know nothing of my father. I only know my mother,she treats me good, she takes care of me,she doesn't know about the bullying . I'm too scared to tell her,I'm also scared to tell her something else.that something else is that I like girls. My mother is a big Christian and she doesn't believe in being homosexual she says it's a sin and she is right, that's why I'm scared to tell her. I'm afraid that she might disown me and I wont have anywhere to stay.