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Hey my NCT smuts book got deleted 🤡 I'll surely upload it again, but I took a long time to update this story because I didn't feel like writing anymore due to the loss of my book.

Anyway, enjoy this chapter and keep reading this story please, I love you🖤

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Earlier today, Jaehyun talked to me at school,

"I'll pick you up at 8 tonight, dress up nicely"

He just smiled and left, leaving me dumbfounded at what just happened. I was with Yuta at that time, did he really had to ask me out in front of him? I'm sure not, but as Yuta said, he seems jealous, so he's doing that on purpose.

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I choose to dress up nicely like he said, I put on mid thigh length black dress that isn't too sexy, but more on the classy side. I don't even know where we're going honestly.

Yuta told me to be careful around him so I'll be, I'll make sure to not do the same mistakes again, I feel ready.

I call Dita because it's been a while since I didn't give her updates about the 'plan',

"Where do you think he'll bring you?" Dita's voice is worried but she feels that I'm more confident now. I just told her about what happened between Jaehyun and me,

"I don't know but I think it'll be a restaurant or something like that. He wouldn't ask me to dress up just to go bowling you know" I can feel her nod through the phone,

"I know everything will be fine for you" at the same time the door bell rings, Jaehyun's here,

"I need to go, I'll see you soon Dita, bye" I quickly hang up and make my way to the door quickly, trying my best not to seem nervous in front of him,

"Are you ready?" He asks as I open the door for him, letting him having a sight of my outfit,

"I was only waiting for you" I reply playfully and lock the door behind me, heading to his car.

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"You didn't have to bring us to such a fancy place" I say, entering the classy restaurant. At least, I chose the right outfit.

He's so young, but he has money for all of this? I wonder how,

"I wanted to, and, I know you might not believe me, but it's not that often that I bring a girl to a restaurant" his tone is slightly different from usual, but I won't fall for his lies,

"Why'd you bring me here then?" I question him, sitting down on my chair kindly pulled back by him,

"You're just so, different, I want to treat you the best I can" we both look at the menu, he makes his choice in no time as I struggle choosing a dish, it seems like I can't read my own language,

"You did treat me like all the other girls though" I say, all this time, I wondered if I should say it or not. I just feel like being honest with him,

"Why?" He raises his eyebrow like he doesn't know what I mean.

I put my elbows on the table, leaning forward to be closer to him, I look at him straight in the eyes,

"Don't play innocent, since the beginning you only wanted to play me like you always do, I'm sorry it doesn't work on me" I cross my freshly shaved legs under the table, I look at him with a smug look,

"Do you think I would do all of this just to play with your feelings?" He looked baffled for a while but he quickly made up another lie,

"I think so" I simply say, and before he could respond with another lie, I talk again, "I don't blame you Jaehyun, but from now on, just be honest with me and stop playing around" the waiter comes to us and I order the same thing as Jaehyun.

Maybe he'll stop playing, but it doesn't mean I will.

Jaehyun's POV

She's incredible. I don't even know what to say. Of course she's right. I'm not sincere with her, since the beginning, but today, even if this is still a part of my plan, I genuinely wanted to treat her to dinner.

I really don't do this with other girls,

"Did you ever have a real relationship?" She makes me stop thinking too much, but her question is a bit unexpected may I say,

"I did, once" I look down at the empty glass,

"Did she break your heart? Is that why you're like that?" it really is fucking weird to open up to her, but it feels so right at the same time.

It's like she wants to know me now that she caught me red handed, I can't hide anymore,

"Why'd you think that?" I look up at her, at the same time the waiter pours us some wine that I ordered earlier and our plates come along,

"I would think you like to manipulate people because she did the same to you" my heart hurts a bit everytime she talks about me in that way.

The words she uses to describe me makes me think it's the way everyone thinks of me, and it hurts to be confronted to reality,

"It could be, but that's not what happened" I inhale the delicious smell of the meal we have in front of us,

"Then tell me what happened" she's just so personal, she doesn't even care if I'm okay to talk about that, she goes straight to the point, and I like that,

"I was with that girl for more than a year, it was great, really, I was deeply in love with her," she gives me a look that I can't describe, she's really pretty, "at that time, my mom left my dad because she got pregnant with another man, she ran away and left me alone" I take a pause, emotions starts to come back and I can't show her my weakness,

"You held a grudge against women so you decided to hurt them like your mother hurt you?" I look down, I eat a bit of the chicken in the plate, it's delicious,

"So I cheated on my ex girlfriend, she found out, and I didn't care hurting her" actually, I enjoyed watching her suffer, but I don't want her to think I'm a psychopath,

"That's the stupidest thing I've heard in my life" she laughs shamelessly, and I don't blame her even if she's laughing at me.

A smile can't leave my face as I watch her laugh,

"I'm sorry for your mother Jaehyun, but it doesn't give you the right to treat girls like shit" she calmed down her laughter but she's still smiling, saying those serious words with a light smile that could melt everyone.

What am I even saying? She's allowing herself to talk badly about me, and the only thing I can think of is her beautiful smile?

I'm not letting her take over me.

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