Played || Jung Jaehyun

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I look like a creep right now, I've been waiting Dita for 45 minutes now. Time is so slow as I see people passing by, my heart is jumping every time I see a girl walking my way,

"What are you doing here loser?" I look up from my sitting position and finally see Jiyeon's friend.

I immediately stand up, and bend,

"Please let me hear your conversation" I look down, she probably thinks I'm crazy but I have no other way,

"What are you talking about?" She asks me, chewing the gum in her mouth with much force,

"I know Jiyeon asked you to come over to talk about me, please, let me hear" I don't dare look up at her right now because she must have a disgusted look on her face,

"Why would I do that? It's a talk between me and my friend" I see her foot stomping on the floor,

"I know she's hiding something to me, just let the door slightly open, I won't tell her you did it" it's the first time of my life I feel so invested in a relationship, I must be crazy,

"Sure" I look up at her to see if she's joking, and I don't think she is, "But I don't do this for you, she would have to tell you the truth someday anyways" she looks down on me, I'm even more curious now, what truth?

Her look is harsh but there's something apologetic to it,

"Hide" she tells me and I hide myself so when she enters, Jiyeon won't see me.

She types the code of her bestfriend's apartment and goes in, Dita gives me one last look and let the door slightly open so I can lean on it,

"Stop crying, tell me what happened" Dita's voice becomes more distant but I can still hear it clearly,

"I don't know what to do" Jiyeon's voice is shaky and unsure, it breaks my heart to hear her like that,

"Why are you overthinking this? Just do what you have to" plenty of questions are being thrown in my head right now,

"It's not that easy, I'm regretting my choices now" I hear her calm down but I still don't understand anything,

"Just stick to your plan, why getting so worked up for a stupid playboy?" My heart, it hurts, I feel it tighten,

"I'm the stupid one in this story, I don't want to play him anymore, I don't want to hurt him. He'll be the one hurting me at the end" I hear the shuffling of her leather couch, there's a silence for a few seconds before Jiyeon speaks again,

"I should have let him alone with his problems, I shouldn't be so attached to him right now. I've been playing him since the beginning and now I start to feel guilty. I'm crazy right? I feel guilty for a guy who didn't have an ounce of guilt for playing girls. What do I do now?" I feel it tighten even more,

"Just break him like you wanted to do and leave, don't get more involved" My heart's so tight I can't breathe,

"I can't hurt him anymore, sometimes I hate him, but it doesn't last long before I fall back into his arms. I thought I was smart starting this, of course it was the best idea, I just got too involved. Things like that are not for me, I can't play people, that's why I hate him sometimes. I just think 'why am I feeling so bad doing this to him but why was he happy doing it to many women?'" I want to throw up, my head is dizzy, I hear her sigh.

I guess she's been thinking about this for a long time now. She just lets her thoughts all out, and I wasn't prepared for that,

"Just date him if you can't make up your mind" I feel my throat tighten, my body is so tensed,