The Way It Is✔ || KNJ

010

*JIAYING'S P.O.V.*

Namjoon and I were currently at the park, sitting on the bench.

We started talking about our futures, which, of course, I had lied about.

As we were talking, two kids in front of us on the swings caught my attention.
    A girl and a boy, they were playing around as the boy pushed the girl in the swing, and the girl yelling "Higher! Higher!" As she giggled.

Namjoon must have noticed my smile since he looked the same direction then back at me.

"Kids?" He asks.

"Yeah. Someday, I want one of my own," I blurted out. Once I realized what I had said, I faked cough and leaned back.
    It was true though, I've always wanted a child when I am older. I've always wanted to feel loved by a child of my own, I want someone to call me mom. I someday wish a child would come up to me and say, "Eomma! Let's go shopping together!"

Without realizing, again, a smile formed on my lips.

"I'll help you with that someday," Namjoon blurted out.

My eyes widened as I looked at him, he was looking at the kids, and when he noticed, he fake coughed like I did and said, "well uh, you know, if we're still together when we are older, I would have a family, um, with you, you know?"

I smiled and giggled at his silliness. Without thinking, I spoke again, "yeah, I would love that."

I then felt an arm around my shoulder. "I would too," he said before leaning in and kissing me.

A kiss that I had craved for. A passionate but soft and gentle kiss. One that I've never experienced but always wanted. And having it with Namjoon was the best feeling I had felt in a long time.

We both then pulled away and locked into each other's eyes.

"Someday," we both said in unison.

Someday my ass, Jiaying. You'll only be with him for less than a year, maybe less than 5 months. Already planning on a family? Bullshit. Father would never accept that. Him and his little gang probably be dead once he lands into my father's sight. So stop it and focus on what you are really here for, Jiaying.

The thoughts inside my head were interrupted when Namjoon spoke, "It's already Twelve O'Clock, where do you want to go?"

"Hmm, let's go to the mall and spend some time?" I suggest. He happily nods and takes my hand in his, intertwining them.

"Okay, let's go."

We were walking around the mall when Namjoon stopped walking.

I turn back with a confused.

"Come, I want to show you a specific store," he says as I follow him around into a store that was on our right side.

Dresses?

There were so many beautiful dresses everywhere, I was amazed as I looked around.

"Woah, Namjoon! These are all so beautiful!" I shout.

I hear him chuckle as he leads me to the cashier.

"How may I help you sir?" The woman in the cashier said kindly.

"An order of custom made from Kim Namjoon," he says.

"Oh yes, be right back sir," she says. And with that, she leaves to the back.

Once she comes back, she brings with her a beautiful, gorgeous lavander dress.