Trashy Yuri One-Shots Written By A Trashy Author

Eli Ayase x Musician! Reader (Love live! School Idol Project) ~Part 1~

~Always~

"Why didn't you tell me!?" She screamed, tears running down her face. "Does our friendship actually mean so little to you that you can't even tell me something so important!? Well if that's the case then just leave already! I don't want to see you anymore!"

"I'll come back! I promise you!"

"Leave me alone!"

I woke up in a cold sweat.

'That damn dream again...' I've been having this dream every once in a while. However, it's less of a dream, more of a memory. You see, two years ago, I moved from Japan to America. Why, I hear you ask? Well, ever since I can remember, it has been my mother and me. Whilst her and my father were still together, I rarely ever saw him. That is because his job required him to live in America. So, when my mother passed away, I had to go and live with my dad. Now, to make things worse, not only was my father practically a stranger to me and my mother being dead, I also had to leave my two best friends behind as well.

You see, When I was in Japan, I went to a little known school called Otonokizaka Girls school. There, I met Nozomi Tojo. We met when I was assigned to show her around the school. Then, Nozomi went off and befriended the Ice Queen herself, Eli Ayase. Now, between you and me, I kind of had a huge crush on Eli. I mean, who wouldn't! With that angelic voice, beautiful figure, and not to mention her soft, kissable lips... I will whole heartedly admit that I was head over heels in love with her. Key word being 'was'. Going back to the start of this rant, The 'dream' is actually a memory I have of Eli. And it's not exactly a pretty one. The last conversation I had with Eli was a few days before my departure. I was afraid to tell her that I was leaving because I didn't want to hurt her, however, by not telling her, I ended up hurting her more, and I left on bitter terms. It still hurts because deep down, I still love her, and even deeper lies some hope that I'll be able to tell her one day.

Looking over to the clock on my bedside table, I find it to be six in the morning. So, begrudgingly, I get up and start my morning routine, trying to find ways to distract myself from the dream the night before.

~Eli's P.O.V~

New York, huh? Maybe I'll be able to see (Y/N) again. I vaguely remember her saying that she was going to New York to live with her father. I still remember that day as if it were only yesterday. She told me she was leaving, I got angry at her for not telling me sooner, and then I left her there. That night, I cried myself to sleep. Even to this day, I still think about her. Just walking around campus, I'm reminded of all the things we would do together. Her, Nozomi and I, all messing around like the children we were. Those might possibly have been the happiest days of my life. I realised not long after she had left that I was in love with her, and that tore me apart. Slowly, I reverted back to my old self. I became cold, heartless. I showed little to no emotion. The only thing that stopped me from going completely over the edge was Nozomi. She would constantly reassure me that I would see (Y/N) again. And it helped, ever so slightly. But now, She might have actually been correct.

"Eli-chii? Are you okay?" Asked a familiar voice.

"Ah, Nozomi, I'm fine, just thinking about things..." I replied, my eyes lifting to meet hers. It was at this moment I realised that everyone was looking at me. It seems I made everyone worry about me.

"Are you sure?" Asked Umi. She seemed genuinely concerned about me.

"Yes, I'm fine, really. Just thinking about New York" I replied casually, throwing in a reassuring smile to convince her more.

"Oh, really? Is that the only thing you were thinking about, Eli-chii? Or were you thinking about a certain someone?" Nozomi teased from across the table.