Expect the Unexpected

Chapter Two: Gun

*beep**beep**beep**whack*
It's the first day of my sophmore year in high school. Goody. You have no idea how unprepared I am for this. I only have one tattered binder that I've had since I've been in sixth grade, and some leftover pencils from last year. I don't even have a book bag! My mom neglects me because she says it's all my fault that we don't have enough money.

I got up, and maneuvered my way to my bathroom, still half asleep. I brushed my long golden brown hair and pulled it into a pony tail. I straightened it and braided it so it would look relatively fancy. I then traveled back to my room to see my mom sitting on my bed and crying.
"Uh mom. What's wrong?"
"My life is what's wrong. All because of you." , she said with an angry growl.
"Tell me why then.", I said with no emotion in my voice.
"Your dad and I were perfectly happy with your brother. Then you decided to pop up because we forgot to use protection one night. Your dad didn't want another kid so he left the minute we found out that I was pregnant. He took your brother and moved to L.A. He found another women instantly. Your brother probably doesn't even know I exist anymore. I loved him so much." , she hissed at me in between sobs.
"Why are you telling me all this now? Things would have been completely different if you would have told me this when I was younger! But no you had to wait until my fricken first day of tenth grade to tell me!" , I cried. There was so much going through my head right now, it was almost impossible to handle.
"I waited to tell you until now because I needed you to tell your brother that I love him when you see him. I need you to tell him the full story to, because I guarantee that your dad didn't tell him. Your dad died in a car accident a while ago.", she said still sobbing. I am so confused right now. I have a brother? Why would I be living with him? Should this make sense? Should I be worried?
"W-what do you mean?" , I said, my voice shaky.
"Goodbye Josie." , she said rather calmly pulling a gun to her head. How didn't I see it there before?
"MOM NO!", I screamed as she pulled the trigger.
*BANG*
"NO MOM NO!" I screamed even louder this time. What should I do? Why did she do that? Is she still alive? What's going on? There were so many question going on in my head that fainted.

That's the last thing I remember.