Imperfectly PERFECT

Chapter 1: The Instinct ,the reality!

Maraming taon na rin ang napagdaanan namin ni hubby at kasabay nito ang paglimot sa masalimuot na nakaraan na nagpahirap sa mundo naming mag-asawa.Napakasarap sa pakiramdam ang mamuhay ng payapa kapiling ang mga mahal ko sa buhay .....si hubby at si jarob ang aming anak. Maraming nagbago .At ang mga pagbabagong iyon ang nagbibigay ligaya at kagalakan sa akin .

Bago sa akin ang maging carrier.I thought I couldn't bear a child already but luckily and fortunately I had have the opportunity.Hindi ganoon kadali ang mamuhay sa mundong puno ng diskriminasyon.Kaya I don't let myself being validated by people who always falsify my personality.I am just neglecting whatever they think about me because of my gender though sometimes I am feeling the disparagement whenever people say that I am abnormal due to my sexuality.However, i am so lucky that Jarob is always there to comfort me ..He is my strength in any debacle I am dealing with .

"Hubby , gising na tanghali na.May work ka pa." Ang paglalambing ko sa kanya.

"Yeah wifey,you don't need to remind me.I know my time, and I can manage." sagot Niya na nagpataas sa kilay ko .

"Sungit mo Naman hubby ko.Ano bang gusto mo? Ipagluluto Kita . Game ka ba?" lambing ko ulit baka umepekto .

"Wag na.I'm gonna take my breakfast outside na Lang Tsaka I do have an urgent meeting with the investor of the company." sambit niya na nagpalungkot sakin.Lately , nagiging cold na si hubby sakin.Pinapalipas ko lang baka kasi dala lang ng stress niya due to work.

"Sige ikaw bahala.Diyan ka na muna .I will just prepare breakfast baka gutom na si Jarob.Anyways, take care .If you change your mind ,just go down and eat with us.Love you," Saad ko.May pagkukulang Rin siguro ako lately .I often become busy working to the extent na hindi ko na nagagawa Yung role ko as a wife/husband ,and as a mother.

"Okay okay.Thanks wifey."

It is really boggling my mind that hubby is changing specially the way he treats me.Wala na ang dating hubby ko na laging nagsasabi ng I love you.Wala na yung tipo Niya na konting lambing ko lang bibigay na.I miss those things from him.I couldn't figure out what has happened why he is acting like that.Kung Tungkol sa pagiging busy ko, I think that's not enough reason for him to make me feel we're not committed to each other anymore.

I actually knew about what he's doing.I have an eye on him na di niya nalalaman.After the incident where I and Rob-rob caught him dating other girl ,I made this investigation possible so I would know the things he is hiding from me .Pero Hindi ko Naman Yun tinetake aggressively.Siguro I need to assure first,if I have enough evidence na that's the time na magfile ng divorce and leave this house with my son. I need to give him chance muna to prove me I am wrong with my instinct.

I diverted my attention na lang towards my son .Nagluto na ako ng breakfast at nagtimpla ng gatas niya.At least ,I have my happy pill whenever I feel upset and sad.Napakabibong bata niyan.Nakukuha niya talaga ang mga attitudes Niya from me.I need to discipline him in a way I can't make him feel so much strictness from me.

"Rob-rob , please open the door coz the breakfast is ready .Wake up na baka malate ka sa klase mo".

"Opo opo mommy, i will just fix my bed po." sagot ng anak ko.

"Very good honey.When you're done,go directly in the dine ." ang paalala ko sa kanya.

"Yes po mommy."

I have nothing to complain as to how he is growing up now.He is so matured .He knew what he's doing.At young age, he fixes his bed alone , baths himself alone ,and even helps me in the household chores sometimes kapag nagday-off mga katulong namin sa bahay.Nagtataka siguro kayo Kung bakit ako ang nakatoka ngayon .Eh kasi pinauwi ko muna si manang Auring kasi graduation daw ng anak niya.

Robert's POV

It's too hard for me to act this way.I could not understand how I feel now.I am changing and turning cold towards him.I know that!. All through out my stressful debacle in the company, someone has motivated and helped me to fix up everything.I was waiting for him to comfort me but he was working on his own business. It's painful though but there's someone who replenished some parts of my heart because I felt the comforts and love wifey had not able to make me feel previously.

"Babe, I know our situation is not that easy specially so that you need to divide your attention towards me and your wife, know that I am here to understand you always." ani niya

"Don't you worry babe.I will do everything to hide this from him.I have feelings for you ,and it is still difficult for me to figure things out." naguguluhang sambit ko .

"You know what ,you need a relaxation babe. Kailangan mong mag-unwind Kasi puru kana work eh." pag-alala Niya Naman

"Ikaw kasi di mo ko pinagbigyan kagabi .Eh di sana mejo magaan gaan pakiramdam ko!" pilyong saad ko

"Meron naman si wifey mo.Why did he not satisfy you?"

"I want yours.Gusto ko ng tahong mejo nakakasawa na ang papaitan." ang saad ko

"Loko-loko ka talaga.Pero Alam mo naaawa ako sa wifey mo."

"Don't feel pity babe.Ginusto natin to." ang malumanay kong sambit para matanggal ang guilt niya. Pagkarating sa office namin sa office ni Pia ay nagstart na ako sa mga napending na paper works ko yesterday.

Stella's POV

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"Hello, Stella's here.What do you need from me?" panimula ko sa call.

"Madam, you have to know very important things.Let's meet so I could show it all to you."sagot ng investigator ko.Siya Yung sinasabi kong mata ko kay hubby .

Ibinaba ko na ang call ,and directly left the house para mameet si Kevin.

Habang nagdadrive ay iniisip ko parin Kung ano yung big revelation ni Kevin sakin.Pagkarating sa meeting place which is a simple coffee shop Lang pero classic ang designs Kaya napakarefreshing ,ay hinanap ng mga Mata ko ang pigura ni Kevin. So ,ayun nga siya sa may dulo.!

Nag-order muna ako ng coffee and meryenda namin .Pagkaupo ko ay agad ko siyang inusisa.

"Where are the things you gonna show me Kevin?".

"Let's wait muna po madam sa orders niyo before nito.. It's worth to wait Kasi masasagot na yang na isip mo mamaya." sambit ng aking investigator.

Sakto pagkarating ng orders namin ay nagsimula na kami about sa revelation thingy na iyon.

"Madam, I have with me all the documents about your husband's affair to someone.Before that ,you have to promise me not to overreact after seeing these docs ah.?"

"Oo na..Pinapatagal mo pa." inip kong Sabi sa kanya

Pagkaabot niya ng envelope ay nanginginig pa mga daliri ko ..I just hope these docs would give an answer towards my instinct ..Unti unti Kong binuksan at napaagos na lamang ang luha ko ng Makita lahat ..

" Magsisisi ka hubby sa mga pinaggagawa mo!"