CHAPTER 5

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Jackson's Pov:
Few minutes after tae came back from his job. I was going back to my apartment when i remember i fogot to tell him about the letter. I went to tae room but he wasnt there. I came out of his room and went to kitchen but heard someone singing

I followed the voice and ended up in the terrace and saw tae sitting on floor looking at moon singing

Because the reason i live is you
With my heart

I hope the remaining
Flickering memories will be sent to you

At the end of this road i walk on
At the road i walk that was allowed to me

I who used to love and love you more
Remain here alone

My love has all burned up and the only thing remaining
Are the exhausted scars from waiting

I cannt forget a person like you
Only tears fall

When my love has all washed away
Only the longing scars remain

Only the words "goodbye" remain
So i cannot forget you

He stopped as he was crying. He wiped his tears as looked at moon again and started singing again

Following the flower petals that yield to the sky
When i meet you, i can tell you now that i longed for you

I longed for you so i couldnt forget you

My love has all burned up and only thing remaining
Are the exhausted scars from waiting
I cant forget a person like you

When my love has all washed away
Only the longing scars remain

Only the words "goodbye" remain
So i cant forget you

He stopped as he started crying louder. He cover his mouth with one hand as he wanted to stop the sobs coming from his month. It was heart breaking site to see him like this. Even i want to help him i cant. I went towards him and pulled him into hug as he cried harder and asked me

"h-hyung why it h-hurt so much......Even after many years i miss him.......i miss him to the point it hurt........it hurt alot.....make it go away.......these feel i have for him is suffocating me.....i cant breath hyung.......everytime i close my i see him......i cant sleep hyung......i feel like im drowning........i wanna be strong for minho but it hurt alot i cant take it more......help me hyung.....help me plz.....plz"

"Tae its okay....im here....everything will be okay......i know it hurt alot but its for the good......i request you tae forget him....it will be easy for you to live"

He pulled away from hug as he wiped his tear and said

"Its easy for you to say but its so hard for me to do.......its diffcult to forget the person who i belong to.......my body........my soul........my everything belong to him"

He said and left as i couldnt help but to pity him. Why his life is so diffcult.
Forgive me taehyung i cant help you
Im sorry But im going ruin every person who hurt you i can promise you that atleast that much i can do for you.

NEXT DAY

Taehyung's Pov:
I woke up and dropped minho to school. I came back and tried to sleep but i dont know why i couldnt. I have uneasy feeling. I dont know what to do. As i was thinking my phone my started ringing. I looked at caller id and it was my manager. I picked and said

"Hello"

"Hello hansung....you need to reach club in 10 minutes.....hurry up"

"But sir its 2pm and my shift starts at 6....is everything okay?"

"Dont question me just come if you wanna continue your job"

"But si-....hello......hello"

I sighed as my manager hunged up. I have to go club so i texted jackson to pick minho from school since i wont able to. I got ready and went out

♤CLUB♤
2PM

Third Person Pov:
Taehyung reached club and went direct to manager room. He knocked at the door but when nobody answered he went in and saw a tall figure standing infront window back facing tae. Suddenly door closed behind him causing him to jump alittle. He tried to open the door but couldnt

"Its not going to open"

Tae snapped his towards the owner of voice. He couldnt see the face but when voice was familiar.......it was the voice he was dying to hear from years. He control himself as he thought he was hearing his voice and ask him

"W-what do y-you mean?"

The person turned around and tae eye widened as his breath hissed. Tears started to build in his eye as he couldnt believe what he was seeing. He wanted say his name loudly but just a whrisper came

"j-jungkook"

Jungkook smirk as he walk towards him and stood infront of tae. Tae lips tucked upwards as he lifted his shaky hand and caress jungkook cheeks and say

"y-you changed alot"

Tae smiled faded when he remember the reason why he need to stay away. He took his hand away immediately as started to take step backward slowly. Soon his back hit door as tears started to roll down his cheeks.

Jungkook was confused as tae sudden change of behaviour. One moment he was smiling and next moment he was trying to stay away.
But jungkook was sure about one thing after seeing tae that his feeling are stronger than before. How he is suppose to hurt him when watching tears in his eye is hurting him. His own eye were filled with tears as he was looking at taehyung and only one thing was in his mind
































"I still love you kim taehyung"



















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