LOST STARS

Chapter 38

Third Person Pov:
It's been week since taehyung was discharge from hospital. Everyone was so happy but jungkook couldn't help but get worried. He and Taehyung were using separate rooms, his room was beside tae's. He alway hear Tae screaming at night due to nightmare. Tae physically is getting better but mentally, he was no better. He alway try to hide but jungkook knows how much Tae is struggling. Tae doesn't even let anyone touch him, not even jungkook. The only person who could get close to Tae was their son Minho.

Minho is like a medicine for Tae. Whenever Minho is with Tae, he will forget everything and just focus on minho because for him his son is his first priority. Tae has suffered alot in his life but he doesn't want he's son to suffer like him. He can do anything for that. If he will heal himself then it will be for his son life and maybe somewhere for his Jungkook. After thinking about this so many time he came to this conclusion. He want to tell everyone everything he's thinking but he doesn't how will they will react. So he decided to gather them all in living room as he sat Infront of them fidgeting with his fingers.

Jimin who was sitting Infront tae with cross arms sighed as he said

"say something we're waiting for you" Jin glanced at Jungkook and then at tae as he said

"I know you're not comfortable with us but-" tae immediately cut him off as he said

" It's not true hyung.....I'm very comfortable with you guys it's just...."

"It's just what" said yoongi who was sleeping till now. Jimin rolled his eye at him as he said

"You don't even know what we are talking about" hoseok laughed as he said

"Is there a time he's not sleeping Jimin" Jimin shook he's head as yoongi glared at hoseok who stopped laughing immediately. Jungkook huffed as he said

"Guys cant you stop for a second and listen to tae patiently" Jungkook kneeled Infront of tae as he took he's hand in his and said

"Tae I know you are worrying about something but you know that you can alway tell us everything. We are here here to support you so trust us"  tae teared up as he nodded and said

"I wanted to tell you guys I want to go to psychologist. I know I told you guys I'm okay especially you Jungkook. I told you I'm ok but I'm not. I'm maybe perfect physically but mentally........I'm not" tae grabbed Jungkook hands more tightly in his as he looked into he's eyes said

"I want to love you again with same passion like I did. I'm not saying I don't love you..... I do but if you want to love someone you have to love yourself also......the things I have gone through I don't love myself. What I think about myself isn't something you should think about yourself. I think am useless, a burden pathetic who couldn't do anything for himself.......I need to heal myself. I'm in truma and I need to face for myself, minho and you. I don't want be afraid anymore, I want to be happy"

Jungkook nodded as he wiped the tears rolled down tae's cheeks without him knowing and smiled as he said kissing tae's forehead

"Your so brave, I'm proud of you" Jimin wiped his tears as he sat Infront of tae and said

"Forgive me.....I know what i did was wrong. I didn't trust you and i-i....." Jimin couldn't speak anymore as he started crying heavily. Tae shook his head as he cupped Jimin's face in his both hands and said

"Jimin you never did anything wrong. If I was in your place maybe I would have done worst to you....I'm glad you were with kookie. You took care of him, saved him.....thank you chimchim" Jimin immediately hugged tae as he said crying

"You called me Chimchim!!!!!!
I'm so happy taetae"

Tae hugged him back as he locked his eye with Jungkook and smiled. A genuine smile Jungkook was looking for.

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I'm back after very long time😅
Sorry guys
I was going through rough time then my phone broke down 4 times🥺
So couldn't update
I will be buying new phone soon then will be posting more often also
This book is going to finish soon and I will start updating my other book

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