Jenlisa Angst One Shot
"Written in The Stars"
You know people say that when you finally meet "the one" you would be feeling butterflies all over your stomach. Well it's funny how that didn't happen when I first laid my eyes on you. To be honest I felt really annoyed when I saw you I didn't know why but I just couldn't stand seeing you. I basically hated you without even knowing you. 2 days later you were introduced to me. So you were the daughter of the president huh.
"Ms Kim, this is Lieutenant Lalisa Manoban a friend of mine. She'll be with you to guard you for your life is in danger due to the upcoming election." Jiyong said as he introduced you to me. I thought I would be annoyed by you again but this time it felt different when my doe eyes met your cat like eyes my world suddenly.... It suddenly stopped for unknown reasons. You smiled at me and for the first time I saw your gummy smile. That smile is so beautiful perfectly fitting for a beautiful woman like you.
"Lieutenant Manoban be careful you're drooling." You joked and a smile was instantly plastered on to my face.
"I'm not that type of person who drools over women. It's the other way around Ms Kim, Women are the ones who drools over me." I smirked upon seeing you gulp nervously. I guess I also have an effect on you.
"General Kwon, sir just call me from the cabin if I'll be accompanying Ms Kim already but for now I have to go." I bow to General Kwon and left the two of them. I took one last glance at you and you were staring at me aswell. Aigoo I think you were the one drooling.
Time went by and I spent every hour with you. I've so much about you aswell and we basically became bestfriends but deep down I know I didn't want to just be friends with you. I want to be more than just a Lieutenant who protects you for a short period of time. I want to be someone who will protect you for the rest of your life but who am I kidding? I'm just a mere soldier and you're the president's daughter.
I didn't want to tell you for I was afraid about what you will think of me. I was a coward for not confessing my love towards you. When I saw you laying on that bed with your teary eyes and dry lips I felt my whole world crashing down. You held my hand and gripped on it tightly as if your life depended on it.
"You know Lisa I didn't just see you as my bodyguard or bestfriend. You were way more than that but I know that I will just be hurting you more if I told you I have an illness. The very first time I saw you I became interested in you and that's why I asked General Kwon for you to be my bodyguard. I wanted to spend time with you pretty much. And do you know that the short time I spent with you was the best time of my life? You showed me what true love really means without even knowing it. Thank you Lisa thank you very much for making my life meaningful."
"I love you so much Lieutenant Manoban." were your last words before leaving me forever. I wish I could've told you how much I love you Jennie. I wish I wasn't a coward.
"You know Jennie, your name would be much better if your surname was Manoban." I said as I grazed my finger over your tomb. It's been what? 30 years since you died yet here I am still loving you so endlessly.
"I'm getting older now Jennie and I can't wait to see you in heaven. I may have not shown you my love before but I promise you in our next life I will find you and I will show you how much I truly love you Jennie Kim for I know that we're written in the stars. "
