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Yujin



i felt my heart broken as i run out of the apartment to the small garden it had downstair, i didnt cry but my eyes were full of tears. 


it all happened so fast, i didnt really want to say those things but what made me angry was how she didnt even listen to me and yelled at me as soon as i opened my mouth. 


it was not like i did ask for something wrong. i had the right to choose if i want to do a parttime job or not. it's not like i am a kid. 


i was angry, sad and sorry at the same time.  angry about what she did, sorry about what i said and sad about what happened. 

i was trying so hard to stop my crying and people who were passing by would give me weird glances. i felt embarrassed. 


should i go back? not after how i stormed out. 


but when i look at how sad unnie was i couldnt keep my pride. 

"yujin dont you know how hard she is trying for you guys? how could you try to make it harder for her? go and apologise right now" my inner self scolded me harshly. 


it kept on nagging at me till i couldnt take it anymore.


"araseo araseo i am going" i said loudly as i got up. 


great now people would think i am crazy , talking to my self.

with heavy footsteps i went upstair and knocked on the door. soon enough wonyoung opened the door she looked at me with pity but she was angry at what happened too.


"where is unnie?" i asked as i came inside. my voice was husky not that i cried but because i tried my best to stop crying.


"she is in her room. she was worried about you" she calmly said and i run to her room. 


i knocked the door softly and opened it before she could answer. she looked at me from her desk and placed a sad smile on her face. and as soon as i saw it i broke down in tears, with the look at her face i couldnt stop myself as i started crying and run to hug her tightly , nearly knocked her out, it startled her and a soft laugh escaped her mouth. 


"whats ?" she calmly asked. 


"i am sorry " i bawled " i am sorry , i wont do anything to make you sad anymore" i announced as i loosen the hug to look at her face. 


"if you dont want me to work i wont. and i didnt mean what i said  i was just angry that you yelled at me" i explained how i felt.


"i know , i know" she smiled at me while she looked at me with a sisterly eye.


"do you want to work?" she asked as she sighed.


i nodded faster than required that nearly hurt my neck.

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