20. BTS Namjoon : The Forgotten (Part 2)

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"Uh...we'll be back," Soojin told Namjoon and he smiled and nodded. You two then walked out to the hallway.

"Soojin, wh-what was that?" You neatly cried.

"Eonnie, look. I like him and he likes me-"

"He likes you?" You asked as tears escaped your eyes.

"Mianhae..." Soojin said looking down.

"Wae?..."

"I've always liked him eonnie! But I couldn't do anything to that because he is in love with you, deeply in love with you. Even when we were young, he always chose you to be his playmate and he would leave me all alone whenever her sees you. He always picked you, every guy will always pick you between the two of us. I was in love with Namjoon oppa, but I didn't want you to get hurt to I left you two alone. Kunde, I did everything I can to forget him buy I just can't. When I heard that you two broke up, and that your relationship was going down hill I didn't know how to feel. Whether I should celebrate and be happy or be sad because you got hurt. Then I he got on an accident the night that the two of you broke up, everyone decided not to tell you for your own good. I took care of him, and told him that I was his girlfriend, I know it was cruel of me to do that but that's the only way for him to love me back. I finally felt like I am better than you, because it's always you who's better and it's always you that everyone loves..." Soojin cried and you hugged her.

"I didn't know Soojin...mianhae. Jeongmal mianhae," you cried as you hugged her tightly.

The door opened and you lifted you head and found Namjoon standing by the door, he is in shock.

"Namjoon..." You whispered and your sister turned around.

"Oppa, did you hear everything?" Soojin cried and Namjoon just gave her a slight nod. "Mianhae..."

"Otteokke? Wh-why would you do this?" He cried as he held his head.

"Namjoon..." You called his name and he looked at you.

"What is this?" He whispered.

"Oppa, just go back inside..." Soojin told him and she walked up to him and grabbed his hand. He flinched and pushed her away.

"I want to talk to (Y/N). Jebal..." he closed his eyes.

"Kunde oppa-"

"Soojin, hajima! I don't want to hear anything from you, so just leave! Ka!" he yelled and Soojin went back in the room to get dressed and left. You just stood there in the hallway as Namjoon stood in front of you, he then reached his hadn to caress you face but you flinched. 

"(Y/N), I don't remember everything between us but I know that I loved you, and I am still loving you until now..." he said looking into your eyes. 

"You should've told me that there were these guys who threatened you about leaving me, I don't know who they are but you could've at least told me..." you whispered as you walked back in the apartment. 

"I don't remember that just yet. How about let's forget all the things that happened? And start over again?" he asked, hope in his eyes. 

"I don't know..." you sighed and sat down on his bed. "You still need time to remember every single thing, we can't just abandon our memories in the past. And I am not ready..." 

"I understand. Kunde, I didn't know she was your sister. She just told me that she is my girlfriend when I woke up in the hospital, she told me all these stories and our childhood. She never mentioned you, it's like you never existed in my head. She also told me that she didn't have a sister," he said taking a seat next to you. 

It was an awkward feeling sitting next to each other, you almost reached for his face but you stopped yourself and held it back. It was silent, you turned to face him and you found him gripping on his hair and his eye brows were scrunched. He then took a deep breath and pursed his lips. 

"Gwaenchanha? What's wrong?" you asked as you finally held his hand. He just scremed and fell on the floor.

"Does your head hurt?" you asked and grabbed your phone to call 9-1-1, but he grabbed your hand.

"Just hand me my medicine, I- I just need to rest my head..." he said and you nodded and grabbed the bottle of medicine from the bed side table. You then grabbed a galss of water and he drank his pills.

"Go to sleep," you told him and stood up.

He grabbed you wrist and said, "Can you please stay with me? Please?" You just nodded and sat next to him. "Ani, lay down next to me." 

You slept next to him and without even knowing it, he was hugging you and your head was resting on his chest. The next morning you woke up and he wasn't next to you. You immediately got up and looked for him. He was cooking in the kitchen, humming to a song. You smiled and he turned around. 

"You're up? Good morning," he smiled and you walked up to him. 

"You should be resting, I'll do that," you smiled and he just shook his head as he chuckled. 

"Ani, I can do this," he winked and you sat on the counter. "I think I remembered something, it's probably not real and just a dream but can I tell you?" 

"Sure," you smiled as e handed you breakfast and sat next to you. 

"See, I remembered this one time when we went to this place. I think it was at an old village, where we went with the rest of the boys, Hyun Ok, Sanghee and InHa. We had this idea to get married and Taehyung was the priest who married us, then we had this ring made out of straw and we got married..." he said and you looked at him. "Did that really happen?" 

You just nodded and you were at the edge of crying. "You remembered that very important memory..." 

"So it was true..." he smiled and you nodded and hugged him. 

"Will you show me all the things that we did? Tell me our story, how we fell in love and how we ended up like this?" 

"I will," you smiled and you grabbed his hand and pulled him to his closet. You then grabbed a box from one of the shelves and opened it in front of him. Inside were pictures of the two of you, his very first love letter from freshmen year, the chocolate bar that you gave him Valentine's day of sophomore year, the other half of the heart eraser that you used to have. At the very bottom was the ring, the straw ring that symbolized your young and love that last for eternity. 

"Do you remember details at least?" you asked and he eagerly nodded. 

"I remember some of it, I remember my confession to you Valentine's Day of sophomore year. I rapped in front of the whole class, and the boys helped me with the set up so did your friends. It was a very scary thing to do, I wasn't sure if you really liked me as much I like you. But when you said yes after I asked you out, you don't know how happy I was..." he smiled and you did too. He then grabbed the ring and asked, "Do you have yours?" 

"I always take it with me," you smiled and ran out to grab it from your wallet. You ran back and showed him. "Here." 

"Good," he smiled. He then grabbed it from you and kneeled down on one knee, "Will you be willing to start over again with me?" 

You nodded and he slipped the ring through your finger and he stood up. You took his ring and slipped through his finger, "I'd love too my Rap Monster." You winked and went on your tippy toes and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around your hips and you wrapped yours around his neck. 

"Now how about that story session?" you winked and he let out a light chuckle. 

"Kaja, we have five years long of story," he kissed you once again and carried you bridal style. 

For the rest of the day the two of you just talked about all the things that you did together, the memories, the forgotten. He nods and shouts in excitement if one story rings a bell, he would then continue the story for you. It was never the forgotten, because a love that you had with him will never be erase from his heart. 

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THE END~

~ 현옥 ♡

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