Peter Can't Be Happy [NSFW]

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[Smut/Angst/Fluff]

Modern AU!

Requested by: @GothGFB3llamy

WARNING: Sexual content and mentions of bullying!

Walking down the school hallways were always terrible. Not to over exaggerate but, it was the one part of the school that you hated the most. The bell would ring and all hell broke loose as all the students decided it would be the best idea to exit their classrooms at the same time.

Your high school experience was quite cliché and typical. People were constantly yelling, trying to raise their voice above everyone else's as they tried to talk to their friend. There were the jocks, who found it funny to body check every one against the lockers. The freshmen, who were always, for some reason, late to all their classes. And the ones that couldn't really give a shit even if their life depended on it.

It was a little difficult to narrow you down to a category. To simply put it, you were an outcast. You didn't enjoy other people's presence and liked it better when you were by yourself. Though some of the students used to pity you, they now turned a blind eye. You liked it when people left you alone, but suddenly things have changed.

There was always an emotion in the looks guys give you, it wasn't as innocent as you thought. Ever since that day, the males in your class have been glancing your way from time to time. Sometimes it was obvious, but it was the ones that you didn't notice that creeped you out the most.

You wondered if things would have been different if you stayed away from Peter Graham. Maybe the lewd messages from the other boys might have never started if you hadn't involved yourself with him. Yet, maybe you wouldn't be sexualized like this if Peter just kept his mouth shut. You really wanted to change the past, you didn't know that your life would spiral downhill like this.

A shove on your shoulder interrupted your train of thought and you slammed against the neighbouring lockers. There was a loud crash and then a chain of boyish laughter followed after. Normally, you wouldn't allow yourself to be pushed like that without having to fight back. But what could you do? You couldn't unfuck someone, right?

"Hey, [Y/N]! Why don't you climb through my window so I can show you a good time, slut!" One guy out of a group of assholes just shouted at the top of his lungs in the middle of the crowded hallway. A series of groans and chuckles were heard after the announcement and dozens of eyes landed on you.

There was an unpleasant chill that ran down your spine as you angled your face towards the floor. You had no one to turn to, not even the teachers cared about your situation. Your parents couldn't even care less, they were separated and working 24/7. You bet even the hotlines wouldn't even bother with a teenager's tragic sex life.

Yet, you still couldn't help but wallow in self-pity. It wasn't your fault that all these guys treated you like garbage. If you didn't go to Peter's house that night, things would have been much better. Now you wished you had a time machine to go back into the past to stop yourself from ever even thinking about helping him.

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It was the night that changed your life, there was no other way to explain the story than from the beginning. You ran down the empty street like you were Usain Bolt in a hundred-meter dash. You have never sprinted that fast in your whole entire life. Tears were flooding into your vision as you made your way towards the Graham residence.

Peter sent you a message that terrified you, it was something you would have never expected. You weren't sure if he was going to be alive at the end of tonight. It looked like a suicide note, in the text message format. There were myriads of "I just want to die" and "I can't take it anymore".

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