Harry had just gotten a letter at Grimmauld Place. It was a letter asking if he wanted to go back to Hogwarts to finish the year of school he missed out on. He knew that he would have to think it over for some time if he wanted to go or not.
"What's that?" asked Ginny, who was still dating Harry even after the war.
"It's an invitation to go back to Hogwarts. Your seventh year letter is here too, Gin," Harry responded, still thinking if he wanted to go back. He handed her the other letter.
"Are you going to go?" Ginny asked while opening her letter.
"I'm still not sure yet," said Harry.
"I think you should," she said while coming over to give Harry a hug. "I mean...why wouldn't you?" Ginny asked with her face pressed into Harry's chest.
Harry didn't want to seem weak, but he wanted to tell her how he felt...so he did. "I know we've talked about this before, but my opinion still won't change. I feel like it's my fault. Everyone that died. It's all my fault. If I hadn't waited to kill Voldemort, less people would have died. I know you guys have told me that Fred's death wasn't my fault, but it was. If I would have just defeated him earlier, Fred wouldn't have died. I can't even look at George because it makes me feel too guilty. If I can't even look at George, how am I supposed to look at everyone who has lost a family member at Hogwarts because of me? Also, everyone is either going to be extremely sad about the war and not stop talking about it, or they are going to pretend that it never happened. I just don't know if I can go back, Ginny," he told her.
"I understand, I just want you to get it through that thick brain of yours that you couldn't have prevented the people that were lost in any way possible. I think it will good for you if you go back. You shouldn't stay here by yourself. If you go back, then at least you'll have something to focus on and people to distract you," Ginny advised.
Harry sighed. "I'll keep an open mind. I mean, we still have two months until you have to go back."
"Exactly."
"Thanks, Gin."
Thanks for reading! This is only the start, and I know it's not much so far, but I'm going to try to add to it (if I remember).
