Polaroids

ch ' 10 : Does It EVER End ?

Sky's POV :

unknowingly speeding down elm street, my thoughts unclear and yet still wise. my music blasting.

seems like the life i feen, seems like the life i feens' a little distant. seems like the life i need, seems like the life i needs' a little distant yeah. light the remedy, sit back while i ride the beat.

travis scott, this song is therapeutic to my anger. like a quench in thirst. there's tears trickling from my eyes. what a day, right? i mean, my brother broke news to me like an asshole. i went to go talk about it with my lover boy, who coincidentally betrayed me today and i.. i beat the shit out of the groupie and only punched him once. i should turn the fuck around.

*skrrrrrrrrtz*

stupido. te odio.

i hit replay, but this time.. the bass is up and i actually listen to the words.

sins controllin' me, yeah
angels halos over me
i need blessings and my peace.

my peace.

i slow down, and think. maybe i shouldn't. ima just smoke, i go to my peace palace.

i've been coming here since freshman year, its a place i stumbled across while wondering the woods. a place where the birds sing to me, and the pond of lilies speak. there's just enough sunshine and shade. wild flowers & green grass. butterflies flying constantly. when im here, this is the only time i like nature. i made myself a little room on the dry lands of this spot, i call it my hippie palace. ugh. i love it here, i feel like tinker bell when she enters pixie hollow, where weed is my base, a blunt is my goal, and my litty kit is my tool box.

i spark up and listen to the angelic sounds of this place.

i let my high kick in..
im laying back, eyes closed..

of course, my phone rings. my eyes still closed, i answer.

S- skylar J-jahseh

S: what.

J: im sorry for being such an asshole, i shouldn't have told you like that. and that's
not all i wanted to tell you.

S: what else ?

J: come home and find out.

call ended.

asshole, i scoff.

i grab my bag and get going.

" until next time, hippie palace "

my high ass blew kisses , i crack myself up.

•••

i enter the house,

its rather quiet, and they're in the living room, they look mildly happy. let's see what this is about ..

' what's up ?
i kissed brianna's glowing cheek as i walked in.

' hey hon, have a seat
she said, smiling sweetly, she gestured the seat closest to her.

' jah .
i said dryly

' skylar .
he reciprocated

' okay, im not saying anything until you two stop being so stubborn. you guys are all you have here, siblings. i'm going to the patio. 5 minutes. TALK

she sassed.

i groan and roll my eyes.

' i've told you once before that i was sorry-