Chapter - 3

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(Jimin's p.o.v)

The place was beautiful... very mesmerizing. It was like a jungle which grew up on it's own. I didn't knew where i was going but yes... i was going somewhere.

*****

After roming around for a long time i finally saw her. She was lying on the ground under the eyes of sun which was not so bright since it's winter, her eyes closed feeling the soothing air and inhaling the natural scent of flowers.

Now im lost... i dont know what to do. Is she asleep? Should i go near her? Or should i say 'hey y/n'? Even if i say it, then what? Oh god im screwed i should go....
but then how im going to talk to he--.

"Who is there?"

I stopped moving, not even breathing, my heart is pounding in my ears. She came in front me with her signature 'emotionless' face.

Oh god im dead im dead. Think something Jimin, think fast.

"H-hey y/n you... here?
W-what a coincidence."

Some moment of silence

"What are you doing here?"

"Me... n-nothing.... just discovering the place, yeah discovering the place hehe"
Oh god what the- why am i stuttring so much. Stop looking at me like that you are scary.

She started moving again, far away from me. Yes this is my chance. I stumbled my steps towards her.

"Hey y/n wait for me. Don't go that side what if you forget your way out.... y/n do you often come here? How did you knew about this place? And why no one comes here... hu--?"

"Oh boii can you shut up you talk too much * glares * i dont know why no one comes here and dont you dare tell anybody else about this place. You tell me why did you follow me?" She said with a straight face.

"Huh" That question took me off guard. What to say? He looked at me and i grinned.
Wait what... i grinn? Not a good move Jimin say something. She looked away and started moving again.

"I-i didn't followed you... i was just... just"

"Whatever" she said and jumped from the entry gate. Then i noticed that we are again at the entry gate and she already left me alone. Wahh.... seriously? She left me struggling to cross the gate and moved towards the school building. And here im struggling to be free finally but the outcome is still nothing.

(End of Jimin's p.o.v)

*****

After School

Everyone packed there bags to move out of school. It was so chaotic. Jimin went out with his friends.

"Hey Jimin let's go to the kareoke this evening, what say?" One of his best friend Teahyung said.

"Yes ofcourse" Jimin replied.

Teahyung was also new here but Jimin and Taehyung were friends since elementry school. Jimin had to move out of town for some business work after his father's death but then he came back and saw his best friend Taehyung again. Later on they got to know that Taehyung was also transferring to this school since his old school kicked him out because of his troublesome personality. so they both were happy about this but now Taehyung has lessen his troubles because he doesn't want to leave this school as well.

They all were fooling around until he saw y/n coming out of school.

"Guys... i think i'll be going then. Byee"

"Wait Jimin let me come with you to home" Taehyung said.

"Ah... no not today you go alone i have some work before going to house"

With this he ran off, all of them were looking in his direction.

"He is running towards y/n, i told him not to go but he never listens." Suzy complaint.

"So what if he's going, it's okay not a big deal" Taehyung said carelessly.

"No it's not okay you both are new here so im telling you stay away from her and tell that idiot jimin also to stay away." Suzy said worried and a little irritated.

"Yeah she is right, we dont know if the rumors are true so you'll get in trouble if that's true." said another friend of them.

"Okay whatever, byee guys" tae said and left.

He also doesn't believe in all these rumors and even if she did something, she must have a reason behind it.

*****

(Jimin's p.o.v)

"Hey y/n... wait for me" i said and ran towards her. She didn't stop.

"Huh.... you should've stopped when i shouted you made me a little tired. Ok whatever, where do you live y/n? Can i drop you to your home?"

"No"

"No....? Okay... ah yess me and my friends are going to the kareoke this evening this evening, would you like to come?"

"No"

"Ahh... why? My friends are all very good they will accept you please come please please come plea--"

"What do you want Jimin? Dont you know the meaning of a simple word 'no'. I already told you im not coming, now go and stop bothering me" she said angrily looking at me.

"But trust me y/n they all are very good they will gladly accept you." I tried my hard to make her understand me.

"And why do you think that? Tell me one single time when anyone from this whole school would approach me first or atleast say a single word hello. Your first day of school, you remember... when you tried to approach me, that girl Suzy, didn't she stopped you from talking to you? And now she is in your friend circle. How do you think she would allow me in your group specially with you. Didn't she told you the reason to stay away from me? Why are you coming near me after knowing that? Aren't you scared of me like anybody else? What you think i dont know what everyone think's of me in school? No Jimin i know everything. You... just stay away from me, i dont want you or anyone to give me sympathy. So just go"

She said more like shouted because of frustration and moved her feets to go.

"Is this what you think of me y/n? That im doing all this out of sympathy?" I chuckled bitterly "yes she told me about you, yes everyone thinks of you badly and is scared of you, and i know i should be staying away from you but i cant... i tried so hard but the only thing i got in return was a bad feeling, confusion and i didn't like it. I didn't came to you because of sympathy... i dont know what this feeling is but i know that you must have the reason behind all this and that you are in pain but just hiding it behind this facade of 'emotionless' face. I cant see someone suffering like this and specially not you. This pain is eating you inside y/n you need to open up. What people thinks of you is wrong and only you can prove that it's not you who did it. I just want to help you, open up y/n it's not a weakness to open up to some people and make friends."
By this time i could feel my eyes getting teary. She turned around and looked into ground then my eyes and spoke

"Im sorry Jimin... for letting out my anger on you but everyone is not like you. Your friends maybe good but they won't accept me and i know it and besides, i dont want to prove to anybody that im wrong or right. My life is full of pain and tears Jimin, it was never meant to be... don't worry about me im fine." she said with a little weak, painful smile.

A tint of tear glistened in her eyes after the last comment she made and just at that moment, she turned around and left, not wanting anyone to show her vulnerable side.

"* sigh * You are not fine y/n, stop pretending" i said after she was far away and couldn't hear me.

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