Pain & Misery | A RWBY MaleReader

Prologue Final Act - Let Me Die

Third Person POV, 1 year later:

Y/N was bloody, beaten and sore all over. He was on his knees, the chains on his wrists that kept him locked to the wall of his cell clinked as he moved his hands to his face

Y/N could only repeat the same thing in his head, over and over, 'Why was this happening?.'  Y/N thought these people were meant to be his friends, he trusted them... yet they locked him up and beat him, insulted him and the girls even raped him... well it doesn't matter now.

He was sick and tired of the lies, the pain and the everlasting feeling of misery that clouded his mind. He probably would have gone insane if he hadn't clung to their words, if he had denied them.

But Y/N couldn't, his mind played their words on repeat in his head, filling it with their so-called truths. "Worthless" one voice said, before another replaced it "you're useless!"

More and more these voices plagued him

"JUST DIE!"

"IT'S YOUR FAULT, YOU'RE TOO WEAK TO STOP THIS!"

"STOP CRYING YOU LITTLE BITCH!"

Then all the voices stopped, and with a loud creak Y/N's cell door opened. Looking up, he could was blinded by the sudden light in the darkness.

A single voice cut through the eerie silence that had taken hold as Y/N's eyes had readjusted themselves.

"You're truly pathetic, Y/N, and i can't believe you fucking believed me! hahahaha!" This was the one person Y/N had truly thought still cared for him.

"Jay"

Y/N POV 9 years old:

"Jay" I said, my voice hoarse after all the screaming I had done and barely above a whisper. I smiled at him, hoping now I could be let free.

Y/N: "Jay, can I go now? You're going to let me out?" I was excited, I hadn't seen Jay since this torture started but I believed he didn't like this.

After all he cared about me right? He was the only one I had left, he had to! It's because of Jay that I never died after I blacked out all those times, I'm sure!

Jay: "Let you out? Why of course!"

I smiled, finally I was free and I could live my li-

Jay: "Not"

As jay finished what he was saying, there was an incredible pain in my abdomen and let out a scream, looking down to see a Jay had plunged a knife into my gut.

Y/N: *cough* *cough* "What? Jay, why would yo-"

ARGH!

Before I could finish speaking Jay twisted the knife in my gut, causing me to writhe in agony, though the chains prevented much movement, and tears to pour down my face, making me cough up blood.

Jay: "oh poor, poor Y/N. Seems like no-one really loves you, huh? You're pathetic, you know that?"

As he says the he rips the knife across to his right, my intestines pooling out in front of me, blood forming a puddle around my knees.

Jay: "You're worthless, pathetic and should really just die. Seeing as your semblance heals you, I decided to help you with the last one. Luckily, it seems like this torture you've been through has permanently broken your aura. Lucky for us."

Y/N "wh- *cough* -y?"

Jay: Oh you don't know? I never cared about you, you dumbass! You were just fun to beat and hear scream! hahaha! Seeya in Hell, you worthless piece of trash"

And with that I can't feel anything, my mind goes blank and I only have one wish. Jay lifts the knife and plunges it into my heart, causing the world around me to fade to black and wish has been fulfilled. 'finally I can die, finally I can meet my parents again.'

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Third Person POV - 9 years old, 10 days later

With a start Y/N's body jerked upright, gasping for breath and drenched in sweat, although he was sitting in the snow with only rags to cover him.

Y/N's (H/c) hair swayed in the wind as he whipped his head around from left to right, up to down, He was on a river bank, covered in snow. The river was to his right, so he assumed he had washed up.

To his left was a treeline and in front of him was a sign, which at his angle he could barely make out the words 'Patch? Isn't that near Vale? Why am I here and not in Atlas.'

Then, without a warning his memories flooded back to him, and so did the pain that came with him. The misery that he had endured.

"no...no....noNoNoNoNONONONoNOoNONoNoNO! Why! Why can't my Suffering end! Why must I have such a miserable existence!"

Screaming, Y/N Punches the snow, leaving and indent of his fist behind. Tears stream down his blood covered face, wetting the snow he was sitting on.

Suddenly the screams turn from sadness to pain as Y/N's head gets once again flooded by voices

"You should die!"

"Kill yourself!"

"Oh my god you're so pathetic"

"Why were you even born"

"Your parents must hate you. Well they would if you hadn't gotten them killed"

"It's your fault your parents died"

"Your friends betrayed you because you're worthless"

"You're disgusting"

"Ugly"

"Die!"

All the insecurities and doubts that Y/N, this 9 year old boy, had flooded into his mind and in a second the voices stop, waiting for their answer.

"I'm so worthless... I don't deserve to live. My parents died because of me, because I'm so pathetic"

Y/N looks to the river on his right, and sighs. He had nothing to live for, no goals nor people that cared for him, so why should he?

"This time, please let me die"

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End Author's Note

Woo! For once I wasn't lazy and decided to write today. I'm still a novice, and far from good at story telling(writing?) but I think i'm getting better, eh? So, next chapter's gonna be a timeskip to when Y/N's 15, and you'll be going to beacon! So as you can guess, this means you'll be older than Ruby, but younger than Weiss, Blake and Yang. Also, if someone is reading this before the chapter I do it in, should I put Y/N with team rwby? Or by himself? Also, probs gonna go harem route, so that's cool i guess. Seeya next time!