Oneshots // Papa Datte, Shitai

Warmth

It was the weekend, & the start of winter. It had already started snowing outside.

"Mmm, it's... Really cold..."
"Well, that's because it's already snowing, Naruse-san."

Though I was being kept warm by Asumi-kun's comfy embrace, the chilly air of the season still managed to kiss our skin. I was planning for us three to spend time outside today, it's a great way to spend the weekend during winter. I'm sure Ichika would be quite excited from the snowy scenery right now, he is quite playful, & of course he would enjoy playing in the powdery snow a lot during winter.
Asumi-kun gave me a little kiss on my forehead, making me light up. But to my dismay, I was out of his embrace as he rose to make us breakfast.

*giggle* "Sorry, I gotta stand up now. I'm gonna have to make us breakfast."

I sit upright, rubbing my eye as I watch Asumi-kun pick up his phone beside our bed.

"B-but... Your hug..."

- I whimpered, as I begged to be back in his arms.

"S-sorry, Naruse-san, but i'm gonna have to go. If you're still sleepy, you should go back to sleep. I'll take care of Ichika."
"No- no, i'll stand up now."

[ Time skip ]

As expected, there were blankets of snow in the streets, and countless children with their parents playing in the chilly outdoors. Ichika said he wanted to go to the park & enjoy the snow with us, so we immediately went there, with his hands holding my & Asumi-kun's hands, as he playfully skipped while going there.
We arrived, & as soon as we got there, Ichika jumpd into the thick layers of snow & started creating snow angels. Asumi-kun laughed & jumped in with him, they were having so much fun, & I couldn't help but smile at their enjoyment.
I couldn't help but think... All this time. All this time, I always thought Ichika would be my last hope for happiness. Ever since my ex-wife left, I always thought Ichika would be the last person to make me happy. I mean, all of the other parents at Ichika's preschool always talk about me, as if i'm a promiscuous man-slut always going after my maids. I don't understand why the last maid fell in love with me, & why they think I took advantage of her, when I didn't even lay a hand on her. I'm pretty sure my reputation was tarnished. I was so happy when I wom custody over my son, he's my entire happiness. As for love, I pretty much lost hope, until Asumi-kun became my maid.
That day, I was nervous. I never had a guy touch me before, especially a guy that I had just met. What Asumi-kun did when we first met was... Well, wrong. But, I... I definitely enjoyed it. I tried to stop him but I enjoyed it a lot. Though I was nervous to think that I would have to meet him again, as Ichika actually enjoys his company.
But i'm glad to have made the decision to keep Asumi-kun in my life. I found someone to love, & someone to help me take care of Ichika. And the scenery in front of me, with them enjoying their lives right now, i'm glad to have them and love them.

Some time has gone by, & we're at a Ramen house that had just opened up near from Asumi-kun's college. We were enjoying our hot meal, & it seemed that Ichika had become sleepy. We finished our food and prepared ourselves to head home. Asumi-kun was carrying groceries that we just bought, & I was carrying Ichika as he slept against my shoulders, with my free hand holding Asumi-kun's.

"Nnn... Papa, can we set up the Kotatsu?"

- Ichika mumbled, with his head still laying against my shoulder.

"Of course, we'll enjoy this winter comfortably."
"~ Hmph..."

Ichika had completely fallen asleep again now. He was quite tired from playing, & was probably also full from our meal.

"I"ll cook some great food for us, too."

- Asumi-kun announced.
We smiled at each-other, as we walked down the cold & snowy streets, safely making our way home.

We had finally arrived, & I gently laid Ichika down on his futon as he was calmly sound asleep. I planted a small kiss on his little forehead & left the room. Meanwhile, I asked Asumi-kun if he could set up our kotatsu in the living room, & I got myself a glass of water.

It took some time, but Asumi-kun was finally able to finish setting up the kotatsu.
I sat down & rested my legs inside its warm luxury. It was very comfortable, & I almost fell asleep when I laid my head against my arms on its table.
I could feel Asumi-kun's warm skin against mine as he sat down beside me, planting his hand on my head, gently caressing it.

"I guess you're quite tired, huh, Naruse-san?"

I turn my head towards him, still laid against my arms on the table, & nodded with a muffled "mmhm".
He grinned & tilted his head.

"Well, you should probably go to sleep. You work hard everyday, and spend the whole day with us on the weekends. Let's stay home tomorrow, so you could rest & feel comfortable."

He gently tucked my hair that was blocking my face behind my ear, before I sat upright. I could feel my sweater's sleeve droop down my arm.

"Asumi-kun... I just want to thank you for choosing to take care of Ichika & be with me. We're both guys... So i'm glad you're willing to take care for me & my son."

I smile at him, & i'm a little surprised when he grabs my hands & holds them.

"Well, of course. I love you, Naruse-san."

Asumi-kun leaned forward to my lips, & mine locked in with his. He held my hands as he claimed me from his kiss.
He pulled back, grabbing me by my chin & looking into my eyes, and I could feel myself melt.

"Uh... C-can you stick out your tongue for me, Naruse-san?"
"M... Mmhm..."

I stick my tongue out, & I could feel his against mine. Slick & smooth, sensual. He slipped in his tongue in my mouth, making sure it would only be his from now on. I couldn't help but let out a moan & whimper. His slick tongue rubbed against mine, and a small strand of saliva formed as my tongue disconnected from his.
I could feel myself, almost half-asleep, as Asumi-kun caressed my face & grinned at me.

"Well... I guess you should probably go to sleep. Let's get you to bed."

I nod my head, just wanting to sleep & finally be embraced by Asumi-kun again.