I want to see her smile,
I want to hear her cry,
I want to see her sleep,
As I sing a lullaby.
I want to hear her laugh
As I gently tickle her,
But how can I do that
If I die becoming her mother?
Long have I waited
For that joyful day
But death awaits me on that bed
Where forever I shall lay
Baby clothes and baby stuff
Are all good to go,
Only one thing is left and that is
The greatest love I would show
A letter to my husband
Before I fully leave
And a letter to my child
The angel I have conceived,
Dear child, I never
Regretted having you,
Giving you the life I should’ve had
Is the only thing I could do
This death of mine
Was never your doing
I chose for you to live
Because you are my everything
Dear husband, don’t lose faith
Even though you lost your child’s mother
I just wish for you to be happy
And for you to guide our daughter
I love you both so much
My husband and my daughter
I’ll be watching you from above
And keep the both of you together
Then the tears started running through
After I wrote the letter
Convincing myself everyday
That this is for the better
Better choose this path
Then live a life of sin
If I choose abortion over death
I would lose my everything
So dear remember that your life
Is a precious gift from God
And a precious gift from me
Coming from everlasting love
