the swap // an caleel harris fanfic

twenty-one

caleel and i have not talked since the that night night, it is 3 days later, he has tried to talk to me, but i do not want to

"y/n" asante called out

"yea what's up" i asked running downstairs

"come here" he said pulling me into the bathroom "you need to talk to caleel, the boy is falling apart" he said sighing

"i know, i hate it, but he kissed my bestfreind" i said

"and he kissed my girlfreind" he said "we need to put this all to the side and forget it happened" he said

"i dont want to keep doing that, that's all caleel and i ever do" i said and caleel walked in

"what's going on now?" he asked

"nothing, i was just leaving" i said walking out, only to be pulled back in

"no, i was leaving, and you two are going to talk" he said as he pushed me in and left

...we tried to talk through it, but nothing was working

"caleel, why cant we just get this together? why does is all have to be so complicated" i asked

"because there is just so many emotions going through my head" he replied

"i know, and i'm trying to spare your feelings, but your making this so difficult" i said

"you know what...maybe this relationship is too difficult" he said

"maybe it is" i said

"so, i guess that's it?" he asked

"i guess it is" i said with no expression and he walked out  and y/b/f ran in

"i think we just-" i tried to get out but the tears just fell, and she hugged me

did we really just break up, over some pretty argument, that i could have talked to him about, i am so stupid

i let go over and ran to my room, only to see caleel packing his clothes

"what are you doing?" i asked

"dont talk to me, i dont like you right now" he said shoving stuff in his bookbag

"look, i am sorry, i should have just-"

"y/n, i dont want to hear it, i am done" he said

"done with what?" i asked

"you, us, us fighting, neither of us seem happy" he said and a tear slipped down my face

"look, i am sorry, and i know you're hurt, but dont leave me" i said grabbing his bag

"dont make it seem like that, like i am just leaving you for no reason, we need time apart" he said

"babe, we can fix this" i said

"no, no we cant, this hurts me just as much as it hurts you, but i cant keep doing this, everything seem so perfect at the start, and dont get me wrong, you are an amazing girl, in every way, but it hurts when i am fighting with person i love most" he said taking the bag back

he put on his shoes to leave, but he turned around and came towards me

"i love you" he said as he hugged me and kissed me on my cheek "but there is no us, anymore" he said

"i love you..." i said looking down as he walked away, he gave me one last look and left, and the tears came streaming down my face

what. the. fuck.